Anxiousautistic74 - Tasha Michelle

Neurodivergent culture is getting really irritated when people add on to your posts with their own thoughts if those thoughts aren't exactly in line with what yours are.

It's also getting annoyed when people add onto your vent posts with positivity. like. no. just let me be depressed in peace lol.

I wish certain people would stop judging my parenting. I'm already on the edge of the cliff without my so called "friend"telling me I'm a horrible mother (not in those words but). I will let him do the parenting. She can do whatever, let him see what a brat.

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I feel called out.

Lost 18 lbs in a month! Restrictions more.

I will be size 2 again I!

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The past week has been a busy nightmare full of doctors appointments and drama. Still have to get a X-ray tomorrow so another day of bus trips. Seriously want to move to a cottage in the woods and grow things . Unfortunately I'm either going to meltdown or shutdown . What a time to be alive.🙄

My melancholy has turned into Dispair. And my lovely PTSD is keeping me on high alert. As for my anxiety, worse. Especially when they run test after test and still observe me, no clue what's wrong with me. Good news is my anxiety is barely in control. Seems wherever I go people are yelling and items being thrown about, um, guys, this is supposed be my sanctuary, peace, safety. Well not now, it's yelling and stomping, fighting and of course, alcohol. My overnight at dad's, my getaway, decompress. Nope, they were fighting. I desperately need my space.

Not sure which is most abhorrent!

Having bad ticks and problems talking

Or

Going to see a doctor that has a rotten bedside manner,to put it mildly.

Hopefully I don't meltdown..

Breath in, fly high! The worst of it is over.😶‍🌫️