I Wish Certain People Would Stop Judging My Parenting. I'm Already On The Edge Of The Cliff Without My

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Idiot autistic girl with, anxiety and PTSD, thought it was possible to go to Walmart and grab a few things quickly. She learns a valuable lesson; shopping the day after Christmas will bring on a meltdown.🙄😶‍🌫️

The problem with a mental illness is you can be fine for a while. just completely and totally functional like a normal person. then for no reason whatsoever you feel that overwhelming feeling of hopelessness, sadness, or worry. and it feels like you’re just back to square one. the sudden feeling that you don’t matter always comes back. the worst part is you can never explain to someone why, it’s just how your mind works.

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Absolutely exhausted from dealing with people. I will hide for a bit.

I think that it's really important for people to realize that being disabled is traumatic. genuinely. your body and brain feel like they are breaking down and wrong. you are in constant heavy stress from stuff like chronic pain. most disabled people i know have a somewhat regular emotional break down from the trauma of it all. and we are expected to just smile through it by society, to not be in the way, to not be an issue.

Happy Caturday

My earbuds died before I even got on the bus today, can you say "High Anxiety"! It's overwhelming without music. I made it home without a meltdown or panic attack, woohoo! I am so glad I carry a card stating what is going on with me and how I react to show people if I crack. Off to buy more earbuds!

Shrink added more meds, let's see if it helps. I'm doing great dieting so far, dreading Thursday though.