Breath In, Fly High! The Worst Of It Is Over.😶‍🌫️

Adjusting to more roommates, a different house, oh and Sunday there is going to be 40 so people in the house. . . fingers crossed.

Allfather, call me home please! I am unworthy of life! 😢🤐💔

I'm just going to sleep as much as I can so I won't be a bother to anyone.

Odin, may I have peace and no longer ruin people? I have no strength left, let those who know me that I will not be a burden.

Idiot autistic girl with, anxiety and PTSD, thought it was possible to go to Walmart and grab a few things quickly. She learns a valuable lesson; shopping the day after Christmas will bring on a meltdown.🙄😶‍🌫️

Shrink added more meds, let's see if it helps. I'm doing great dieting so far, dreading Thursday though.

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Being on time can send me in as much of a panic as being late, so I try my best to be early.

My melancholy has turned into Dispair. And my lovely PTSD is keeping me on high alert. As for my anxiety, worse. Especially when they run test after test and still observe me, no clue what's wrong with me. Good news is my anxiety is barely in control. Seems wherever I go people are yelling and items being thrown about, um, guys, this is supposed be my sanctuary, peace, safety. Well not now, it's yelling and stomping, fighting and of course, alcohol. My overnight at dad's, my getaway, decompress. Nope, they were fighting. I desperately need my space.

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Neurodivergent culture is getting really irritated when people add on to your posts with their own thoughts if those thoughts aren't exactly in line with what yours are.

It's also getting annoyed when people add onto your vent posts with positivity. like. no. just let me be depressed in peace lol.

The past week has been a busy nightmare full of doctors appointments and drama. Still have to get a X-ray tomorrow so another day of bus trips. Seriously want to move to a cottage in the woods and grow things . Unfortunately I'm either going to meltdown or shutdown . What a time to be alive.🙄