The Past Week Has Been A Busy Nightmare Full Of Doctors Appointments And Drama. Still Have To Get A X-ray

I wish certain people would stop judging my parenting. I'm already on the edge of the cliff without my so called "friend"telling me I'm a horrible mother (not in those words but). I will let him do the parenting. She can do whatever, let him see what a brat.

The problem with a mental illness is you can be fine for a while. just completely and totally functional like a normal person. then for no reason whatsoever you feel that overwhelming feeling of hopelessness, sadness, or worry. and it feels like you’re just back to square one. the sudden feeling that you don’t matter always comes back. the worst part is you can never explain to someone why, it’s just how your mind works.

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Being on time can send me in as much of a panic as being late, so I try my best to be early.

Love of my life died, unknown reason, hit me like a train. Absolutely no appetite but no will work out.

Absolutely exhausted from dealing with people. I will hide for a bit.

Adjusting to more roommates, a different house, oh and Sunday there is going to be 40 so people in the house. . . fingers crossed.

Lost 18 lbs in a month! Restrictions more.

I will be size 2 again I!

Not sure which is most abhorrent!

Having bad ticks and problems talking

Or

Going to see a doctor that has a rotten bedside manner,to put it mildly.

Hopefully I don't meltdown..