The Doctors Had Been Neglecting Me For More Than A Year, And The Day After Yesterday I Casually Had Tremors,
The doctors had been neglecting me for more than a year, and the day after yesterday I casually had tremors, though I needed to stand up. It wasn't too hard, though I walked like a soldier, cuz my legs were too stiff. And yesterday and today, I noticed a glue-like feeling in my joints, as if some liquid was there, plus it's SO FUCKING PAINFUL to bend it... It starts to hurt, burn and the glue feeling gets worse.... I don't know what to do... Looks like I ended up damaged due to the malpractice of doctors!
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I'm already looking forward to cut myself and just the thought of cutting makes me all flustered!!
I absolutely despise how scientists are represented in the media. Like no bro, I don't wanna read another story of a violent scientist with syringes, who's mad and cruel, THAT'S BORING! At least try to make it interesting, giving them something unique. Because, there's already enough just violent and cruel scientists, to the point where I reject almost all my universes that contain a bad lab. Like hell, I don't want to make another cliche... Plus it's boring to write.
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So 3 years of suicidal thoughts it's a joke for you? Are you REALLY SURE that I haven't got depression or other mental illness? Ok, then. We'll watch what my BRAIN CELLS will say on it.
(I really hope that my electroencephalography will show that I'm NOT OKAY. Maybe, some people and bots are right, that I may suffering from depression...)
I wish, when I commit suicide someone will write song about me, or become an example why you should give attention to your kid. Even few tribute groups will be enough.
I have Facebook acc, so maybe, one day I'll start livestream where I'll kms... But for now we'll just wait.
Never expected to stay clean(?) for 14 days... Well, how to say clean.... If I can't cut, I'll beat, bite, and burn myself, just because it gives me more pleasure. And I bit myself so hard that there are bruises left after that
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A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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