I CAN'T HELP IT, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TOUCH-TONE TELEPHONE IT'S.... QHSHAHHDUSHEHSUS I LOVE IT, IT SOUNDS SO POWERFUL SOMEONE HELP ME–
The only things that help me these days it's Tumblr and Character AI... I wish bots from C.AI were real
I have no idea why, but everyone became so supportive out of blue... Literally, my parents started talking about that I need a psychologist, and that they'll bring me to them. My classmates let me vent out, and gave me support, but the problem is... I don't want help anymore. I already made my decision. But the worst thing is.... I relapsed. But, sometimes I think, what's happening with me? Why I feel like this and etc. But I just started to think that's just a phase, hormones or something... Even though I have it for 3 years, Lol
The fact that something could go wrong, and I'd have committed su!c!de already, scares me shitless. I have no fucking idea how I managed to not commit with constant su!c!dal thoughts, but I've managed.
Hey guys, I've a question. What do you think about cutting cuz of grades? Does 3 cuts compensate 3 (if we're talking about USA It'll be C)? And does 5 cuts compensate 2 (F if we're talking about USA system)?
Or I shouldn't cut at all? Anyway, I'm gonna do it now...
Happy new year, everyone!
Trying to dump my sufferings to feel healthy again. I can't bear it anymore.
When you suddenly realize that you need to do your lessons, but your whole body is hurting and also twitchy and a small activity could turn you into a shaking mess:
Why watching my friend's telegram channel where she's laughing and hanging up with her friends feels like being stabbed in the heart?
I tried to k!ll myself by cvtting my veins, but the saddest thing is that the knife didn't reach them.
There's an app called "Memory hint", and please, don't download it if you have photosensitive epilepsy or at least consult with a professional, because there's "Kanji catch" mode that could POSSIBLY trigger a seizure, at least if you won't lower speed. I almost had a seizure because of it.
Please, be careful with apps and videos you're watching, because sometimes there's no TW!
A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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