I've Never Thought That I'd Listen To The Lemon Demon, I Used To Think That It Was Some Boring And Lame

I don't know if my opinion is valid, though, I'd like to say it.

I absolutely hate Mizuki and her fans. I understand that y'all love her, but please, can we go without these gender debates? Y'all look stupid while trying to prove who Mizuki is transfem or crossdresser. Like, I just want to watch a video of my (previously) favorite character and then see another gender debate. Like why the fuck are you so bothered what's in her pants? As if that could change the universe....

Mizuki is actually flexible in this case. Whatever theory you believe, just try to... Think of another? If you think that she's a crossdresser, then... Try to view her from the side of a transfem and vice versa. And you'll see how flexible she is. So... Maybe we should try to pressure sega to reveal her gender?? I myself believe that she's transfem or non-binary, but still... It all looks like a bait of two audiences.

And cuz of these gender debates, she started to annoy me. Especially after Ena5. She's just... Ugh... Running and running away, not waiting to talk and then screams like a pig. Kinda feels sorry both to Mizuki and Ena fans. Sega once again made a mistake.

Anyways. I know that there will be a bunch of Mizuki fans, who may or may not be aggressive. So, if you want to argue, prove me another point, then feel free to DM me. Just let's get it easy and without aggression to both of us, okay? Mizuki is just pixels after all. Anyways, it's just my opinion and a little rant.... What can I say in the end is... Be chill, and not be aggressive, cuz that's not cool. Have a good day.

I'm afraid that I won't pass my exams... In 9 grade, I'll have exams, which will help me to go in 10 grade, but... I have serious issues with maths... I'm afraid that if I won't pass it, I'll go and commit suicide. Somewhere, deep, in my soul, I don't want die cuz of it. But I feel like I will and like I should.

But... Even if I'll commit suicide, people will just forget me, and I'll be just a random kid, that made grave for themselves. I... I have no idea what to do...

Cancel school psychology tests, please

I tried to k!ll myself by cvtting my veins, but the saddest thing is that the knife didn't reach them.

I wish I was hated in all my social media, so I could cut myself, not thinking about that someone is caring for me.

It's kinda interesting, how Tumblr randomly stopped recommending my posts. Kinda feel useless without likes, lol

(TW: mention of suicide)

Maybe, it sounds a bit egoistic, maybe not, but I wanna become the legend. I understand that I have literally no qualities to be the legend, to be popular, but I still have hope on it...

You know... If I ever will commit suicide, if I'd be popular people wouldn't forget me. I'm afraid that I'll go jump off the roof when I'll have exams, so...

Hey it’s okay. I just went through your blog. I was upset. It’s not your fault, just please be more careful web tagging. There’s minors in the tag. I hope you feel better, genuinely. You seem super nice. I truly hope things get better.

Thanks!! Next time, I won't use tags that could trigger something! And, sorry once again if I made you feel bad. I didn't mean to...

When the pain hits THAT hard that you need to work while laying down

Proud of you! Wishing you a fast recovery and a long remission! Hope, that everything will be okay!:)

I've had my surgery, so I'm recovering right now. I'm lurking around here. And I'm now cancer-free🥳