I Wish I Was Hated In All My Social Media, So I Could Cut Myself, Not Thinking About That Someone Is
I wish I was hated in all my social media, so I could cut myself, not thinking about that someone is caring for me.
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TW/CW: SU!C!DE
Can't describe how much I want to commit su!c!de. Just the thought of my body laying in the snow, which soaked with my bl00d, while my phone recording me and thousands of people could see how I struggled makes my desire only bigger. Looks like I'll end up jumping off the roof... Anyways who cares...
High blood pressure sucks, especially when you're 13 years old ☠️☠️☠️
Am I disabled if I have to be homeschooled because of my chronic illness? Asking out of curiosity.
I wish I knew math, this probably would make my life better...
"But my ribs are hurting too, so help me!!" No, you're saying that just to force me to do something you don't, while I just want to curl up in my bed with this stinging pain in my ribs.
To be honest, after years of searching, trying to find my diagnosis, I just... Stopped caring about this. I even started to like this thing, I know, it harms me, but do I want to treat it? No. It's a part of me, that I like.
Tried drawing Joel. He looks cool, I think
Had to use ibis paint to make the paper white, not yellowish. I still like this art, though. Maybe, I'll draw him in a digital one day
It's always "we will represent disabilities!" Until it comes to dystonia/atethosis/chorea/etc. Until they see a REAL seizure, not when a person just shakes on the ground. Until when they see how a person can't get up to go to the toilet due to fatigue. Until they see how a person suffers from pain all over their body, although they ate BUNCH of pain killers. Until disability ISN'T aesthetically lay in bed and sit on the internet. Until they see how a person can't go out on the street without someone who could help them, so they are forced to bed rotting all the time. Just please, if you speak about disabilities, talk about REAL disabilities, not "aesthetically" laying in the bed while everyone is pampering you.
When the pain hits THAT hard that you need to work while laying down
A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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