Greetings Everyone. I Must Make This Quick, As I Do Not Have Too Much Time. 

Greetings everyone. I must make this quick, as I do not have too much time. 

I see that my absence has been noticed on here. Roman my love I am so sorry. I am very glad that you found my phone. Please keep it safe for me. 

This is what happened: 

I received a message that I thought was from my aunt asking to meet for brunch. though I am weary to go out to a public place with the current events, she assured me that it would be at an outdoor space at a rather quiet time of day, so I agreed. This was the night before, when Roman was already asleep. 

I left rather early in the morning, as I had wanted to read in the park adjacent to the restaurant for a while. Roman, as well as the rest of the household, was either still asleep or hadn’t gotten up for the day yet. I had full intended to send a message to you, Roman, telling you where I was and that i would be home by the afternoon. However I did not realize until I had arrived that I had forgotten my phone. Very unlike me, I am aware, however it seems that it is a good thing now. 

When it came time to meet with my aunt, i was surprised that she was not there. In fact, the restaurant in question was closed on Sundays. What I did find there was my mother, whom i have not seen or spoken to in months. You can imagine my confusion. 

She told me that she was there to bring me home. That she knew I would not agree to meet with her so she posed as my aunt. When I told her that I did not intend on leaving--my studies, my boyfriend, or my friends--she responded with saying that I did not have a choice. 

i do not remember what happened after that. All I know is that one moment i was there and the next i was waking up in a car and I was already a state away from home. 

My parents seem to think that locking me in isolation will “remind” me of who I “really” am and so I have hardly left my childhood bedroom, let alone my house. I only found a way to post here because they finally granted me to take Julian out for a short while, most of that on his part I’m sure. 

I do not know what I will do. I do not know what I can do. All I know is that I am very homesick and I miss you very much, Roman. I love you, please do not forget that. You are not to blame for any of this. 

I will try to return here to speak with you--with all of you--as soon as I can. 

-Logan