Idk What Im Doing - Blog Posts
left behind for a wholesome new thing
Since I got tagged by my little Soulmate @writemywaytoyourheart 🖤 I had to do it hehe~
I'm gonna tag my other friends @tigertaehyunq ❤️ and @guwukie 💜 Idk if they already got tagged, but oh well :') Have fun you both~
Google Aesthetic Tag
rules: google/search your name + your favorite color + the word ‘aesthetic’. take the first 4 (non collage) photos and voila you have your aesthetic moodboard! then tag your friends and moots to join.
I was tagged by my beautiful @incorrect-kpop-mess ❤️ I'll go ahead and tag @rubinora @sayumeprism @xmagicxshopx @mel-gonzalez07 @adelina1299 have fun~~ 💘
if u know who he is marry me /j
xoxoxo
!!proshippers will die by my blade!!
overly rendered sandwich, my favorite!! <3
Something Inside you is Broken
Starting off with Guy! Fun fact abt Guy: they used to not be important to the storyline at all, I actually only made them to give another character a love interest lol. There also used to be multiple species, but then I rewrote the story a bunch and now Guy's just a human. Their first design is on the left, while their current design is on the right.
for those who missed last week on shameless (mares world) how fucking dare you miss an episode! (Too much has happened lmao) (boy do I have tea)
Ena x Senpai Head-cannons
Welp. If people like the art(or the ship) might as well share some head-cannons for these digital lovers
Their dynamic would be Pure x Playboy or Proud x Shy
Senpai met Ena when he was able to escape his game, this is during Auction Day
While Senpai fell in love on the spot, it took Ena some time to share these feelings. Moony made it harder by telling her, he was going to make her eat her veggies
Senpai was the first to ask Ena out
Every time Senpai mentions Ena, he makes it sound like he's reciting a poem
When Ena is sad, Senpai often tells her the poems he makes, for some reason it makes her happy and Sad Ena really likes listening to them
Senpai is well aware she's two different entities and has stated he loves both 50-50
Sad Ena didn't like Senpai at first but Happy Ena always liked Senpai
Moony wants him to leave so she could have a chance with Ena
When given the chance, him and Ena go out to do things like watch a movie, eat dinner, or just enjoy the day
Since Ena doesn't have lips, Senpai kisses her on the forehead
They both are big fans of Whitty who is..like a indie rock star in this timeline
Senpai never spends a moment without thinking or being with Ena because she's all he has
They play video games every night, if that's not an option then they bust out the bored games
If Ena is cold, Senpai will throw every blanket he could find on her and then, for good measure, turn the heat up to 100
Senpai is afraid of bugs
If Senpai is sick, then Ena would make soup and make sure he's well cared for until he gets well
If Ena is sick, then Senpai starts panicking and takes her to the hospital then when she recovers he starts being overprotective so she doesn't get sick again
Senpai gets jealous easily
They don't live together because Moony lives with Ena and she already doesn't like Senpai, by the way, he stays with Boyfriend
When Senpai and Ena hang out, Moony tries to intervene by putting herself in the middle of them(Literally)
Senpai's clingy towards Ena because he's afraid of being alone or unloved
uhh threatens yall with 300 explosives
@starzzzzzzzzzzzzzz @0lith3cl0wn @averycoolfish @faerieofthenight. idk i dont have many friends <3
A friend threatened me to repost so I will!
Basically, there r tons of fake asses on tumblr who just want comments and followers, so someone started this to see who's actually a good friend. Everyone I tag better repost (and tag other people and preferably threaten them in a creative way as well) bc I'm high on caffeine and newfound lesbianism and will resort to violence.
@ey-theys-was-coronas
@fangirlhehe
I would tag more people but they're the only ones I've really interacted with-
Some doodles i did of characters from a project im working on with @coolocgod and another friend who i cannot tag :)
TRIPLE A'S ART DUMP WOWIEEEEE @the-triple-as THEYRE SO COOL CHECK THEM OUT WOAHZERS
trying to get my shit together at 17 what the hell
when you stretch and the otherworldly ethereal music starts playing
cute smol coffee bean found in #NationalCoffeeDay!
That's awesome! The best way for me to reply is a reblog. If you don't want me to have rebloged, then just tell me, and I'll take it down!
Anyways, it's really cool to hear about others' memories!!! Also, love rambling and listening to others ramble about alterhuman/nonhuman stuff!!!
When you say Toshi, you mean Hitoshi Shinso, right? If so, that's my brother!! Well, it would be a different version of them, but still, lol. [My canon's Hitoshi went by he/they pronouns mainly].
Also, Mario Kart is sooooo good!!! Been playing it in this life again recently, lol. Doing great with it, actually, lol.
Playing video games with the LOV is very fun, lol. I remember some times of doing that, too!
I wasn't a part of the LOV because I was training to become a hero, of course, but I was still close with them after a few of the attacks. If you would like to hear more about me becoming friends with some of the LOV, I'd be happy to share [what I remember from it ofc]!
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/hx/it) | a fellow noncanon MHA being/creature :3c
Hello, I decided to come say hi and shit in an ask, lol.
I'm not good at starting conversations, but I would like to hear about any alterhuman or nonhuman experiences or memories or anything that'd you'd be willing to share!
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/it) | a fellow noncanon MHA being/creature :3c
aaa hihi!! good to hear from you, i definitely feel you on the 'bad at starting conversations' lol!
the first thing that comes to mind a memory of playing video games with Tomura and Shuichi. I wasn't very good at it, but it was good bonding and i loved playing with them. I would only play the 'silly' games like Mario Kart or Smash Bros, they got too into the 'serious' ones for me. I finished in last place every time lmao, so i mostly spent my time teasing whoever was in second place. Dabi would sit with us too sometimes, either lazily scrolling on his phone or bothering the three of us, trying to help whoever would give him the most attention lol. The others joined in sometimes too, Himiko and Jin and rarely Sho and Toshi if they were hanging out. Himiko would shriek excitedly and bump us while Jin cheered her on and cursed her out. It was good.
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to ramble lol!! Feel free to share any memories/thoughts you have :D
When I actually get my shit together and work on getting a service dog in this life, I am probably gonna try and get a german shepherd and name them Remo or something similar cause yeah.
When I get my shit together, I will probably be asking for donations, but I want to know more before asking for money. I am unsure of what program I am going to use exactly, I have an idea, but idk yet.
I should probably try and get diagnosed anxiety [cause I haven't been diagnosed, but it's definitely obvious] and maybe look into OCD and PTSD more? I know I have trauma and shit, I just don't know if it's PTSD levels or whatever. And the OCD I am unsure if it's just the AuDHD combo or OCD as well.
If anyone has any advice about any of this that relates to America, please feel free to give the advice.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/it)
I'm bored and can't sleep [it's a little after 4 am where I am lol], so here's a thing about me that I'm kinda surprised I haven't talked about yet, lol.
When I was Zuki, I had a service dog [in this life, I also need an SD, I'm gonna probably post a separate thing about that at some point], he was a german shepherd named Remo (meaning strong one or something like that lol). I miss him as much as I miss anyone else from my canon, maybe a bit more than certain people, but I feel like that should be understandable, he helped me actually live life, yeah I still had problems but they would've been way worse without Remo. He helped me actually be able to do more than I would've without him, as service dogs do lol, but still.
I'm really bad with words and shit and it's late/early, so that's likely not helping. But just yeah, thought I'd share this, not sure if anyone even really cares, but whatever, lol.
- Zuki Shay Lup! :3c
[TW: Death and shit that comes with that, idk maybe more? If you find any more things that should be in this trigger warning pls tell me.]
Also, shit is happening in my life rn. I recently [on September 11th] lost my cousin, she died and we aren't sure how exactly yet. So, yeah. Death is fucking weird and I don't think I process it normally (AuDHD). So I may end up not posting for a while or might end up posting like every day.
Just sharing so ya'll know what's going on if I disappear for a while [even though I would likely do that even without this shit happening].
We aren't sure when the funeral thing is happening yet, I slightly hope it's soon so I can see my family, I don't live by that side of the family, sadly. Probably gonna end up missing like a day of college, but whatever, my family [my pack] is more important to me.
My cousin left behind a son. He is a kid. He's younger than I was when my mom in this life died. [I was like 16 when that happened, and I won't be sharing how old my 2nd cousin is]. So I really wanna see that side of my family, so I can try and be there for him. He's gonna need people there for him, and if I could without getting in trouble, I would drop out of college rn to be around him while he is going through this. (Protective wolf/dog instincts?)
There's just a lot of shit going on rn with my life, I wish it would stop for a bit.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/xe/ze) :((
[We is referring to my family, btw]
Yeah, let's start normalizing this!! [Other nonhumans or alterhumans feel free to add onto this!]
Hello, I'm Shay, and I'm a wolfdog, cat, crow[maybe? I'm starting to question this again], questioning dragon, and uh, I'm also ockin! Also questioning other kintypes but whatever, lol. I almost forgot, I'm also a fallen angel, though that also goes under one of my ockin types, lol.
i wish being nonhuman was normalised. i wish i could go to new people and introduce myself like "hi, im Talon, im a dragon" and they could just say "oh, nice to meet you!" and act, you know, like normal.
sigh...
I'm bored and can't sleep [it's a little after 4 am where I am lol], so here's a thing about me that I'm kinda surprised I haven't talked about yet, lol.
When I was Zuki, I had a service dog [in this life, I also need an SD, I'm gonna probably post a separate thing about that at some point], he was a german shepherd named Remo (meaning strong one or something like that lol). I miss him as much as I miss anyone else from my canon, maybe a bit more than certain people, but I feel like that should be understandable, he helped me actually live life, yeah I still had problems but they would've been way worse without Remo. He helped me actually be able to do more than I would've without him, as service dogs do lol, but still.
I'm really bad with words and shit and it's late/early, so that's likely not helping. But just yeah, thought I'd share this, not sure if anyone even really cares, but whatever, lol.
- Zuki Shay Lup! :3c
ALT ADAM MURRAY HAS A PAD ON HIS FACE...?!!!???!!!😱😱😱😱
I remember scrolling through pinterest and seeing this thing where a guy said elmo was a glove and at first i thought it was weird, but-
think about it. Elmo is a puppet, but not just a regular puppet. A person has to shove their hand up his ass to make him talk, their fingers slotting at each part of his jaw, basically wearing Elmo. And Elmo is worn on the hand. Therefore, making Elmo a glove.
Isn’t this the boy from princess tutu? Again, all credits go to person who originally posted this which is up top. The reason I don’t type the name is because of two reasons a I know y’all can read, unless you are blind and if so, you’ll have help of some kind or to some degree . And also, I am just too lazy to type the name but still I give credit to the person pop either way. 
HAPPY EL MUCHACHO MONDAY TO SEÑOR MYTHO
Day 4
I'll stop writing the reference/traced thing because 1: obviously I use reference and 2: if I trace then I will just say it sepreately my english isn't englishing
Idk what I expected but I obviously fucked up the hand again though I think the rest is ok???? I think???????? also I didn't post any updates the last 2 days because I just had 0 motivation
I did my makeup and I wanted to show it off.
Ignore the fact that I purposefully cropped it it’s not because I don’t wanna show my face, I just think I look unflattering af :/
Does anyone else just like not know how to think of/about/for yourself? Like your so used to being told what to do, ridiculed for doing something wrong, given so many responsibilities and things to take care of. That you just don't know how to think of just yourself, take care, of yourself, or even know who you are? You stress about time whether you have enough to get everything done as well as have free time. You aren't independent. You forget things for your self constantly like breakfast, what you want to do, drinking water, ect. And you just become so lazy and put out because of all the stress and work. Even when the work is done, and you have so little work for a long time, the illusion that there is so much is still there weighing you down. Is it just me or? Sorry for the weird depressing rambling.
I genuinely do not know how to interact with people on tumblr, so I'm just going to post art until I find a companion.
This is Nikolai Gogol :)
let's fucking go
