I Need To Be Th1n - Blog Posts
How they look at me when I'm on death row and I say I want my last meal to be a snack a Jack's caramel rice cake
Born to be a 6'0 bulking male, forced to be a 5'2 girl with 4na😔
I feel like such a w4nnar3xic cuz I'm only putting myself into a small deficit cuz I don't wanna lose my period and I don't want my parents to notice when I lose w8
I want to confess my love to monster ultra Red (why is it so underrated!??!?!) Like ik it's 16 cals but it's better than 200 ig
Ordered a mini stepper...its obviously not gonna be as good as if I were to get a walking pad but I'm unemployed af
Anyone know where I can get a somewhat cheap thing for Cardio? My house is too small to and loud to pace around and I can't go on walks.
I hate not having a scale I feel like just breathing is adding an inch to my waist
I don't even have a best friend. My friends are barely even friends I'm just there. 4na's the only girl in my life😔
Someone lock me in their basement for a month (in the summer so my school attendance isn't affected) so I can just ⭐️ve in peace
I love showing off my old obesity photos(not body checks cuz why tf would i show anyone that) from when I was 12 because I always get the "There's no way that's you" and even though im still fat now it's motivation to lose more w8, so embarrassing too
Thinking about my thighs makes me nauseous
One of my favourite parts of ⭐️ving is how my skin clears up because i have so much less junk food
I don't want my friends and family to know I've relapsed so im trying to eat normal foods sometimes but only eat a little bit and I don't know it a wrap or small baguette is lower cal😭 they're both so high but I need help!!
Relapsing with a broken scale is my worst nightmare💔 I DONT KNOW WHAT I WEIGH ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY
Ew why does everything have c4lories
Ugh 4n4 coach needed fr😔
I got some protein yogurt at a shop but because it had that days date on it I froze it. I need ideas on what to do with it🙏🙏
I'm either gonna die skinny and ⭐️ving or morbidly obese getting rich off feederism content and there's no in between
Just saw a tiktok about a doll than panned from the legs up and thought "OMG GOALS"...then realised it was a skeleton
I love tracking full meals after only taking one bite then being upset the number is so high😍😍
Fuck next week is pancake Tuesday. THEYRE SO HIGH IN CALS ALREADY AND I JUST KNOW THEYRE GONNA GREASE THE PAN WITH BUTTER
Ik a lot of people spread awareness about @na coaches that are just pedos, but if anyone was a victim of one and needs someone to talk to can dm me any time
WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT! I just remembered my biggest inspo when I was like 12. MONICA GELLER. Cuz like first of all Courteney Cox is beautiful, second Monica was a fat girl that turned her life around and turned her binge eating into obsessive cleaning?? My rooms so fucking messy I tidy it like once a year
I won't make the same mistakes as last time. I'll be more discreet. I'll tell no one. I won't even mention w8 (except rn because you cant tell I've relapsed yet and our scale is broken so I'm trying to get my mom to buy a new one cuz I'm 'curious' how well my recovery going). I'm logging Absolutely everything. Every bite. If I don't finish something I'm still logging it as if I did. I'll only eat in front of people to avoid suspicion. I. Will. Not. Fail.
Every time I remember ⭐️ving can cause infertility I get really sad for a few hours but keep continuing anyway. Wish there was a way around it. I wanna be skinny but I also want a baby.
When I move out I wanna OMAD a strawberry daiquiri and a fibre one bar a day
Nobody talks about sliced ham wtf! Like depending on the brand its around 90-100cals per 100g AND LIKE 16-20G OF PROTEIN!?!?!?
Took before pictures yesterday now I gotta make before tiktik drafts, so in the honeymoon phase rn I'm so excited
Lw come back to me☹️