Born To Be A 6'0 Bulking Male, Forced To Be A 5'2 Girl With 4na😔

This is not very 4n4 of me at all but the first time I ever ⭐️ved and recovered I managed to slowly get back to my then lw in the next two years, so if I lose the w8 super slowly maybe I can be super uw and it be actually sustainable??? Building habits and all that jazz

I never spend money on stuff I actually want but blow it all on snacks. Maybe if I stopped I'd be happier because I actually have stuff I want and so much less fat too

Imagine if I fasted til I physically couldn’t do it anymore and just died.

WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!? I JUST GOT MY PERIOD!?!?!?!??! I feel so fake😔😔

Why cant someone just invent a cheap pill to speed up my metabolism extremely💔

A guy at work gave me an ice cream pop and I felt bad because he went all the way across the kitchen to give one to me so I ate it and now I'm at my maintenance☹️ (major fatty alert)

I won't make the same mistakes as last time. I'll be more discreet. I'll tell no one. I won't even mention w8 (except rn because you cant tell I've relapsed yet and our scale is broken so I'm trying to get my mom to buy a new one cuz I'm 'curious' how well my recovery going). I'm logging Absolutely everything. Every bite. If I don't finish something I'm still logging it as if I did. I'll only eat in front of people to avoid suspicion. I. Will. Not. Fail.

WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT! I just remembered my biggest inspo when I was like 12. MONICA GELLER. Cuz like first of all Courteney Cox is beautiful, second Monica was a fat girl that turned her life around and turned her binge eating into obsessive cleaning?? My rooms so fucking messy I tidy it like once a year

Holy fuck I let myself go over Easter