I Don't Want My Friends And Family To Know I've Relapsed So Im Trying To Eat Normal Foods Sometimes But

Relapsing with a broken scale is my worst nightmare💔 I DONT KNOW WHAT I WEIGH ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY

I forgot how high cal non-diet food is. Wdym i ate 1k today?? Need to get on track. No excuses this time.

What's even the point anymore? I ⭐️ve, I can't focus in school, but exams are coming up so I tried to eat more for exams. Now I'm even fatter JUST TO NOT UNDERSTAND MY EXAMS AT ALL!! IM A FUCKING FAT FAILURE AND I JUST WANNA ⭐️VE TIL I DROP

I hate school but I hate holidays too because holidays=eating more

The only thing I need.

Ik a lot of people spread awareness about @na coaches that are just pedos, but if anyone was a victim of one and needs someone to talk to can dm me any time

This but just my skin cuz my grades drop when I ⭐️ve

i love when i start ⭐️ again and all of my self betterment comes back to me. like my skin clears up and my grades shoot upwards just bc im not distracted by food 🤷‍♀️

reminiscing about the times when I could eat sugar without calling it a binge… The fat good ol’ days.

I love showing off my old obesity photos(not body checks cuz why tf would i show anyone that) from when I was 12 because I always get the "There's no way that's you" and even though im still fat now it's motivation to lose more w8, so embarrassing too

My April fools joke to myself was saying I'd start this month well. 1k cals today and 500 of them was a chocolate bar😭