I had a doctor's visit and I was late and had to run- just feeling my fat shake,the heavy breathing,the closed chest,every step had a weight to it. And that is when I realised I was basically a whale. The mere thought of knowing people were watching made it worse,they could see what I felt. I am utterly disgusting.i need to lock in.
Me- I'd do anything to be skinny
My brain- Anything but stop eating.
May the month of May bring us nothing but weight loss and clear skin. 🙏🏽
And in my state of panic suddenly I couldn't stop thinking of the numbers going down,only then did my mind calm down. At the sight of progress.
My dad wanted me aborted. Sometimes I'm sad he failed at that.
People- why are you starving??
🙏🏽god forbid a girl save money and food in this economy.
My skin finally clearing up mid starving.✨Slayyyy✨