I Like To Sleep Because I Can Dream, Or At Least I Can Pretend To Dream.

Last night I genuinely felt like my heart was being stabbed.

It feels so bad, the feeling lingers and I want it to end.

You lied to me, don't expect me to ask for help again.

the weather is getting cold and the earth begins to smell wet yayay

Tomorrow I have to return to being a functional human in society, I hope I don't bite anyone in the process.

ALSO I'M GOING TO HAVE A FULL SHOWER YAYAAYYYAY I haven't washed my hair in like a week- (quite valid for a person who barely has a functioning brain in my opinion)

I want to paint my nails black again, change my piercings, get my jewelry and outfit ready for tomorrow.

After that I draw all night and sleep less than two hours because tomorrow I will probably have to be awake since 4:30 a.m. to have time for everything.

I feel quite personal to me how I have finally started to settle down and getting comfy with my blog, fun fact, when I was a child I tried to have a diary style blog but after a week I totally forgot it existed lol.

Anyways, xoxo to internet people.

I keep rambling... And yes, I consider myself a yumeshipper, but I don't actually see my f/o in a totally romantic way.

Like yeah... cute cuddles, kisses hehehhehh :33

But that's as far as it goes, and I say kisses simply when I'm VERY delusional, I look at my f/o more like a fp if that makes sense, like, yes, I love and adore him more than anything, I would seek his attention and approval in almost everything but I really wouldn't mind if he saw me more as someone inferior to him or not exactly as a partner.

(I still get jealous when I know he's someone else's f/o or when someone ships him really hard with another character)

new fav doodle with my husband yippieee <33

I luv u all my mooties, your interactions keep me sane and make me think that I'm not such a bad person.

Los quiero muchito.

There are some things that just won't happen even if you long for them since the bottom of your heart.

And that, unfortunately, it's fine.

I wish I were as magical and beautiful as this rose

I like when people like a character so way too much that it transcends even self shipping or kinning and becomes more of a patron saint that you pray to type of deal

I feel so damn dumb when someone solves a Rubik's cube in front of me lmfaoosjdjd

Why do we even say AI art??? Bro, that's not art, it's just a soulless image.