I Luv U All My Mooties, Your Interactions Keep Me Sane And Make Me Think That I'm Not Such A Bad Person.

we win tonight chat

WE'RE SO BACKK CHAT!1!!!!1!1!

(I still want to kms but this time I want to look cool while doing it)

I WANT TO SINGI WANT TO SIIIIIIIIIIING, I WANT TO SING PRETTY, I WANT SOMEONE TO WANT TO LISTEN TO ME, I WANT TO MAKE MUSIC I WANTIWANTANQHWJS

I should keep practicing the guitar too

I keep rambling... And yes, I consider myself a yumeshipper, but I don't actually see my f/o in a totally romantic way.

Like yeah... cute cuddles, kisses hehehhehh :33

But that's as far as it goes, and I say kisses simply when I'm VERY delusional, I look at my f/o more like a fp if that makes sense, like, yes, I love and adore him more than anything, I would seek his attention and approval in almost everything but I really wouldn't mind if he saw me more as someone inferior to him or not exactly as a partner.

(I still get jealous when I know he's someone else's f/o or when someone ships him really hard with another character)

I haven't slept a wink all night and the person I most hope to stay up with is already asleep. Time to make selfsihp art to ignore all my problems

Unpopular opinion:

I actually hate getting lovebombing because I feel like you're just lying to me to get something from me.

I win.

(I lost but I'm gaslighting myself)

The kind of idol I would like to be.

Look guys, this is so 𝓙𝓲𝓻𝓪𝓲 𝓬𝓸𝓭𝓮

Me when spam notes me when spam notes me when spam notes <3