bpd culture is just go ahead and tell me right in the face that i'm annoying. dont act like youre alright talking to me. you probably talk shit about me behind my back, saying that i'm so fucking annoying and humiliating and disgusting.
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nd culture is feeling like everyone hates you and not understanding why
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They should make a "are you mad at me" that is taken neutrally and informationally every time and doesn't make everything worse when you ask it
Suspected bpd culture is going "nope, not happening. Not real. I'm not real. Why do I feel nauseous" everytime something bad happens
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i have impulsive bpd but i only get impulses to cut and dye my hair i would never do anything to hurt anyone because i'm a good boy 😇
me and my undying urge to be someone’s favorite
BPD culture is never being able to tell who is the toxic one in any of your relationships because it is always assumed you are the bad one.
BPD culture is being so worried that someone (esp your fp) doesn’t like you that you get physically sick just thinking of them
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OCD symptom i struggle with but don't see talked about a lot: inability to trust your own memory and/or perception.
as an example: i put my headphones in my bag. i say im sure they're in my bag, but what if i imagined putting them in my bag? i have to check, so i stick my hand inside and grab them. but then i have to check *again* because what if i just so happened to have another object shaped and sized exactly like my headphones that i just forgot about? so i have to pull them out of my bag and look directly at them to fully confirm they were in my bag
this is a fairly benign example but this also happens with other worse scenarios for me and it's. not fun
Heh heh heh 😈
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