Suspected Bpd Culture Is Going "nope, Not Happening. Not Real. I'm Not Real. Why Do I Feel Nauseous"

me and my undying urge to be someone’s favorite

bpd culture is when your fps tone changes alittle from how they usually talk and now you NEED to isolate yourself until they act “normal” to you again

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Bpd culture is having two playlists for whether you love them or hate them

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bpd culture is changing your entire personality and aesthetic based on a character you relate to or just some random person you thought was cool because you don’t know who the fuck you are

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BPD culture is seeing yourself/relating to horrible characters and people, and having others shame you for it despite the fact that you can't control that, and if you could you gladly would because you would much rather be able to fit in and have a normal amount of empathy and a good morality than relate to/sympathize with literal murderers

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full offense but i think a lot of you want to seem like a safe space for ppl w/ demonized disorders without actually being a safe space for ppl w/ demonized disorders. and i think its straight up just because you guys view us as though we need to be "one of the good ones" or else we're morally reprehensible and need to be excommunicated just on the off chance that we MIGHT hurt someone

BPD culture is becoming so torn about how you feel about your FP after a serious argument.

One minute you’re apologizing non-stop and blame yourself for their faults and the other you’re burning with rage and split so hard you write a whole essay about how they’re hurting you and how they’re a terrible person, just to never send it to them.

May I sign off as 🐇🎩 if it isn’t taken?

Sure thing :)

BPD culture is being so worried that someone (esp your fp) doesn’t like you that you get physically sick just thinking of them

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final message: i love you people who were "scary" children. i love you people who attacked other people, who hurt animals, who destroyed people's things, on purpose or on accident. i love you people who got labeled "creepy" or "problem child" or "attention-seeking" or "manipulative". i love you people who got kicked out of class or suspended often, who got kicked out of schools, who transferred before you could get kicked, who didn't understand why they got in trouble. i love you students who failed classes, who'd cry in class, who'd sleep through class, who got sent to unhelpful counselors. you weren't at fault for being a struggling child, and i love you if you struggle feeling overwhelmingly guilty for how you acted as a child, and i love you if you dont. i especially love you if you struggle to see yourself as a good person because of whatever you did as a child. i love you people who cant remember what you did, but are told it makes you bad. you are not defined by the actions of your child self, and you are able to choose who to be as you are now. if you have the capacity and interest to make amends, you can, and its also okay to not do that and just leave it all behind. i love you all the same.