Real

a rope and an eating disorder, what more can a girl want 💕💕

"you got snap or insta?" i have a rope i can hang myself with

being bigger than my sister is honestly so embarrassing for me. she's 15 years older than me and I'm still fatter than her. I want to carve the fat off my body until there's nothing left but skin and bones

im baaaack. fell off the wagon a bit 😔 but I have prom in June so I NEED to lose as much weight as possible. I ain't gonna be remembered as the fat bitch. I refuse 🖐️😒

self destructing to feel in control only to realise you might not actually be in control, and "your actions" might just be someone or something making decisions for you.

wanting someone to notice that I'm not ok but the urge to keep going is so much stonger. I want to be rotting inside before they realise

Having visible collar bones and a flat stomach would give me the confidence to wear tank tops for once

Bpd culture is feeling like the only one who took people saying "treat others how youd want to be treated" seriously

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The urge to fall back into all of my bad habits because i am too tired and they feel familiar.

just in a silly little mood :]

the bpd urge to drop all my friends cut all contact with everyone and ruin my own life until it kills me