im baaaack. fell off the wagon a bit ๐ but I have prom in June so I NEED to lose as much weight as possible. I ain't gonna be remembered as the fat bitch. I refuse ๐๏ธ๐
I started going on walks with my friend (I'm running up and down a hill on my own to burn calories when I eat)
the real girl dinner ๐ซถ๐ป
my hobbies are cutting and cumming
im living my best life
a rope and an eating disorder, what more can a girl want ๐๐
"you got snap or insta?" i have a rope i can hang myself with
tell me why tiktok decides to show me food videos when I'm relapsing? like bitch, let me โญve in peace ๐ฎโ๐จ
Bpd culture is feeling like the only one who took people saying "treat others how youd want to be treated" seriously
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you know youโre getting bad when eating 730 calories feels like a binge ๐ฌ
I dont โญve just because I hate myself.
I โญve because my grief does the eating for me.
being bigger than my sister is honestly so embarrassing for me. she's 15 years older than me and I'm still fatter than her. I want to carve the fat off my body until there's nothing left but skin and bones
wanting someone to notice that I'm not ok but the urge to keep going is so much stonger. I want to be rotting inside before they realise
Just mentally ill girly things ๐คญ please do not report, just block
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