Being Bigger Than My Sister Is Honestly So Embarrassing For Me. She's 15 Years Older Than Me And I'm

wanting someone to notice that I'm not ok but the urge to keep going is so much stonger. I want to be rotting inside before they realise

tell me why tiktok decides to show me food videos when I'm relapsing? like bitch, let me ⭐ve in peace 😮‍💨

I dont ⭐ve just because I hate myself.

I ⭐ve because my grief does the eating for me.

self destructing to feel in control only to realise you might not actually be in control, and "your actions" might just be someone or something making decisions for you.

the feminine urge to want to cut off your boobs just to see the number on the scale go down

you know you’re getting bad when eating 730 calories feels like a binge 😬

im baaaack. fell off the wagon a bit 😔 but I have prom in June so I NEED to lose as much weight as possible. I ain't gonna be remembered as the fat bitch. I refuse 🖐️😒

I find that one of the worst things about fasting is that I constantly feel sick. yet when I do eat, I can't keep it down. I get so nauseous even when I drink water, but watching the numbers on the scale drop makes it all worth it 😊

Bpd culture is feeling like the only one who took people saying "treat others how youd want to be treated" seriously

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