Wanting Someone To Notice That I'm Not Ok But The Urge To Keep Going Is So Much Stonger. I Want To Be

im baaaack. fell off the wagon a bit 😔 but I have prom in June so I NEED to lose as much weight as possible. I ain't gonna be remembered as the fat bitch. I refuse 🖐️😒

Having visible collar bones and a flat stomach would give me the confidence to wear tank tops for once

being bigger than my sister is honestly so embarrassing for me. she's 15 years older than me and I'm still fatter than her. I want to carve the fat off my body until there's nothing left but skin and bones

the real girl dinner 🫶🏻

my hobbies are cutting and cumming

im living my best life

Bpd culture is feeling like the only one who took people saying "treat others how youd want to be treated" seriously

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The urge to fall back into all of my bad habits because i am too tired and they feel familiar.

a rope and an eating disorder, what more can a girl want 💕💕

"you got snap or insta?" i have a rope i can hang myself with

I started going on walks with my friend (I'm running up and down a hill on my own to burn calories when I eat)

you know you’re getting bad when eating 730 calories feels like a binge 😬

I dont ⭐ve just because I hate myself.

I ⭐ve because my grief does the eating for me.