Sote Kaise Hai

I GET TO STUDY AT A CAFE TMR YIPPIEEEEEE

desk has been feeling so suffocating lately, i really need a change of environment 😭

HELLOOOO 💌

i’m a neet aspirant (2025) in her 12th grade, i kinda wasted my 11th and didn’t quite focus on neet prep so now im tryna catch up. 🎀

i made this blog to help me hold myself accountable and document my journey in the last few months of prep before my exam + rant about life 🧸

i chose medicals since i love science and i aspire to be a genetic scientist someday but let’s see how that goes. 🧬

interests / hobbies : reading - i love classicals and books related to science 🌸 art - i draw and paint (watercolours) 🌸 writing - i like to write poetry and snippets 🌸 im also a major coffee enthusiast and cannot function without it anymore 🌸 i play football too (state level) and i like running a lot (away from my problems) 🌸 i also love learning about space (im weak at math so i only stick to knowing fun facts) 🌸 and have a keen interest in marine biology 🌸 i do like learning new languages (i’ve learned german, french, korean and japanese but i’ve forgotten most of them because i stopped practicing them) 🌸 i also love watching medical shows and animes. 🌸

goals : to be extremely educated 🌼 learn a shit ton of languages 🌼 and mainly to get a medical seat in my first attempt 🌼 to read a million books 🌼

i try to post my to-do list everyday with constant updates and you’ll see a lot of ranting, cribbing, crying.

exams : jee mains (jan shift), cet, viteee, mahe-met and neet (for now) 🎀

anyways, i’m hoping to make friends with similar interests and passion <3 here’s to making new friends and a life of learning ahead 💌

27 april 2025

okay so i cleaned my desk cuz it’s been an absolute mess since a few weeks and putting things back genuinely makes me feel less anxious 🙏🏾 so yay

woke up to construction noises again and terrible cramps :( so yeah but anyways

i made last week revision plan where i’ll be doing pyq’s along with revising the syllabus- obviously not covering the entire syllabus for revision now but just the super super important parts of it so yay

i’ll be revising the entirety of physics today - 11+12- mainly formulas and the well known problems so yay, i’ll do the pyq’s once i finish revising

6 days for neet is surreal. goodluck to all of you <3

have a nice day my loves 🌸

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I'm in love with how your blog looks!! its really pretty ^.^ esp the cat, bro looks rlly cute 😻💞

hihiii <3

thank you so much !! i’m so glad you like it 💌 i love the cat toooo omggg

hope you’re having a good day <3

i am nooooot locked the fuck in. im locked the fuck out. call the locksmith

soooo my dad told me i’m not allowed to do bpharma anymore, so no more plan b :/ neet is my only option apparently? lol i’m gonna crash out gn

STUPID STUPID FUCKING MEN WHO CANNOT FUCKING THINK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM GONNA GENUINELY JUST JUMP OFF IF I EVER HAVE TO INTERACT WITH ANOTHER MAN EVER AGAIN GOODFUCKINTJIGHT

23 february 2025

ok so new game plan cuz boards are coming too 🥲

until boards :

study for math and hindi (i’m done with PCB studies)

finish off 12th physics and chemistry completely for neet - questions + pyq

during boards :

read 11th ncert and solve questions simultaneously

after boards :

revise 11th physics and chemistry

solve 150 questions for all important chapters and the solve questions of only the important topics from lower weightage chapters along with pyq for all

full syllabus mock tests with weak topic analysis and work on them

i did WPE today and realised my concepts aren’t as strong as i thought since my question applications aren’t working too well, so i’ll start over.

i also did 200 questions from haloalkanes and haloarenes today, i’m hoping to finish all of organic chemistry by today, so i might stay up pretty late for it but im definitely going to finish it.

i have to go back to school tomorrow for my hall ticket so that’ll take quite some time so i’ll just plan some content heavy but short chapters for tomorrow.

i spent an hour making a plan as to how i’m gonna do the next two months until neet and honestly writing it all down makes it so much easier. visualising how much i’ve got left makes it all less stressful even though ive got alotttt to do 🥲but ill get through it

just two more months.

1 april 2025

okay soo i finished the organic lecture and got done with 5 hours of phy part 1 lec (super happy) sooo i think ill be able to finish it off by tmr

i’m gonna end today early cuz i’m really exhausted (don’t know why) also i feel like im out of my burn out phase so yayyy !!

okay so for my lecture - i finished until 2D - which is like 5 hours 😭😭 so i’ll start off with NLM and the rest from tmr

also been really into editing lately so i’ll do some of that before i sleep

goodnight loves 🍊

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31 march 2025

long time no see :)

i haven’t been able to do a lot, i’ve just been super exhausted and unmotivated and i feel like that shouldn’t be an excuse for me to not study, considering my exam is so close but i can feel the exhaustion and burn out in my bones.

well regardless, i’ve been tryna finish a 12 hour organic chemistry lecture and ill finish it today, marking the end of my organic revision.

i also have to start a kinematics / class 11 physics part 1 lecture and that’s also 12 hours 😭 but let’s see, i’m hoping to start it off today me finish it by tomorrow or maximum, day after.

eh anyway, let’s just hope this one month goes by quickly.

goodluck to all of you and have an amazing day and stay hydrated my loves 🌼

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me (having 4 cups of coffee): watch my academic comeback and weep

*2 hours later*

watch me weep