Final Exams - Blog Posts

just heard a girl say to her friend "because I'm on edge, Lexi" and I've never heard anything more accurate about final exams in my life

cringemaxxing at the examination hall

It's the time. Sixteen months, you can get used to anything... you just lose track. I won't lose track again.

Mace in “Sunshine” (2007)

In the movie, this pertains to saving planet Earth from a dying sun. For students? This hits close to home with exams looming around the corner. 

study log - 08/05/25

09:10 - history source question tutoring session

chilled at the library with my friend and did about three hours of studying, working on memorising my history essays

the end of the semester is here!

its nearing the end of my first year of college, and i take my final exam in 2 days, so today was a day of productivity

took out trash started a new book cleaned the bathroom studied finished the final paper took an exam organized my playlist registered for summer classes

fuck.jpg

Love is terrifying

I am scared of committing

I scared that I will fall in love with you

I am scared that you will leave me

Because all good things come to an end eventually

I keep watching couples breaking up and I fear that we would too

I wanna be all in but I know I am not

I am scared

Afraid

Of how broken I would be if lose you

So I pretend to not love you when I clearly do because I am afraid

Of everything falling apart because I won't be able to handle it

I am scared of falling in love.

So I need you to tell me

We will be okay

I need you to hold me close and say

Everything will be alright...

I have exams coming up and I am so stressed. Someone kill me.

exams week ♡

Oook so the exmas are just around the fucking corner, I'm over here fighting against procrastination and stress, studying my ass off, only for anxiety to make an entrance in my head and ask "Are you sure that you know that? What if you forget everything during the exams? What if you fail the panhellenic exams?" Sooo yeah I'm over here crying my heart out, while studying history and sociology. To all of my fellow greek students, good luck to us, we need a fucking psychologist.

Today is a productive and calm day. Here's what I did today:

✅️Neuropsychology: finish the last 4 tests

✅️Neuropsychology: Repeat anki

✅️Neuropsychology: add samples to the summary

✅️Educational psychology: answer 7 tickets

Now I plan to go and take some photos. Then I'll add answers to questions on general psychology for the test we'll take this semester.

this is: study week brainrot (bio edition)

doesn't the (over) simplified diagram of secondary oocyte look A LOT like newjeans' supernatural album cover 😭 i drew that back in june though

Y'all ever read something and it dont make sense and so you read it again and again and again and then suddenly you have to turn away and scream into the void cuz you're not understanding anything anymore and can actually feel your brain deteriorating.

Cuz same.

This is gonna be a work out

I'm gonna be GRINDING drawings througout may (mostly SU because of all the pearls + white's and pink's alternative versions and the 2 other stones for the month of june, so that's like 8 SU drawings in a month holy shit) AND i wanna start posting art other than SU for once since summer is around the corner. Wish me luck, i'm gonna need it ("-W-)

Test

Sources: SigningSavvy, Lifeprint, ASLDeafined

[Image ID: test in American Sign Language. Both hands move down starting in 1 handshape, then X handshape, then 5 handshape. Movement is illustrated by arms that are translucent green, blue, and purple in different stages of the sign.

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Today felt like it would never end.

Had an exam in the morning, coffe break, continued studying, had another exam in the afternoon, and then went ikea shopping.

First exam: good, i felt great about my performance, got me excited for life :)

Second exam: i blanked. I was tired, burnt-out, unfocused, and for the life of me, i could not focus enough to properly answer the questions. I did... Poorly, for lack of better words.

Not feeling great, but shopping did help make me feel a bit better

10/100 days of productivity

What's going on here? That's right, it's final exams time!

1 april 2025

okay soo i finished the organic lecture and got done with 5 hours of phy part 1 lec (super happy) sooo i think ill be able to finish it off by tmr

i’m gonna end today early cuz i’m really exhausted (don’t know why) also i feel like im out of my burn out phase so yayyy !!

okay so for my lecture - i finished until 2D - which is like 5 hours 😭😭 so i’ll start off with NLM and the rest from tmr

also been really into editing lately so i’ll do some of that before i sleep

goodnight loves 🍊

💌

31 march 2025

long time no see :)

i haven’t been able to do a lot, i’ve just been super exhausted and unmotivated and i feel like that shouldn’t be an excuse for me to not study, considering my exam is so close but i can feel the exhaustion and burn out in my bones.

well regardless, i’ve been tryna finish a 12 hour organic chemistry lecture and ill finish it today, marking the end of my organic revision.

i also have to start a kinematics / class 11 physics part 1 lecture and that’s also 12 hours 😭 but let’s see, i’m hoping to start it off today me finish it by tomorrow or maximum, day after.

eh anyway, let’s just hope this one month goes by quickly.

goodluck to all of you and have an amazing day and stay hydrated my loves 🌼

💌

late night biology cram session (finals ver.) 🧬

got some matcha 🍯🍵

17 march 2025

okay so my plans to sleep early last night ? a complete fail. i fell asleep at 6 am (wth ???) and woke up at 10, exhausted (no shit girl what did you think) but exams won’t wait just cus you’re tired soooooo

to do list :

revise complete biology (again? yes.)

sexual reproduction in flowering plants

human reproduction

reproductive health

principles of inheritance and variation

molecular basis of inheritance

evolution

human health and diseases

microbes in human welfare

biotech 1

biotech 2

organisms and populations

ecosystem

biodiversity

i’m done with around 4 chapters (sounds like v little but my day just started technically so eh it’s okay) gonna be another long night and i’m trying not to have too much coffee cuz i can feel the fainting bouts sorta coming back (why god why)

it’s honestly a tradition for me to get sick during exams (but why this one, i was so excited for it) anyways i’m gonna load up on orsl cus fainting lowk unproductive

also no desk pics today cuz it’s getting really repetitive 😭 but yummy sky <3

anyways i’m gonna get back to studying 🍓

have a nice day my loves <3

💌

biology cram session 🧬

(notes hoarder ver.)

i have no idea why i keep writing to learn but i don’t trust myself to remember content unless ive written it so i have notes from first unit test, midterms and second unit test 😭 ill prolly end up selling these after my exams cuz they’re super concise and helpful too heheh

anyway - i finished reading my portions and was making shorter notes (pls don’t ask why) and i did four chapters so ive got 9 chapters to do tomorrow which sounds pretty chill for tmr. its gonna be a long day tmr so im gonna sleep early (hopefully) but yay i’m pretty happy with how much i got done today.

i do have to read evolution and ecology, i’ll end up doing it last thing tmr cuz i really can’t get myself to do those chapters (send help)

okay but also finals is an excuse for me to finish my ncert reading sooo that’s a good thing, so after this i’ve only got 11th bio ncert left (i say that like it’s easy) (it isn’t)

okay enough yap, let’s try to sleep (watch me fail cus my insides are a cocktail of anxiety, caffeine and insomnia)

also no more strawberries from now on :(

16 march 2025

slept at around 5.30 am yday (today) so i’m starting my day kinda late but that’s okay. i had some sort of neet webinar at 11 am so that took almost 1.5 hours. i’ve got my cinnamon coffee so yayyy

todo :

full biology syllabus.

ecology and evolution are the difficult chapters for me cus i find them really boring so i can’t really bring myself to study them but ill have to do them today regardless so thats gonna be the only difficult part. i finished the reproduction unit last night but im gonna revise it again today

anyways, have a lovely day <3

💌

days left for neet : 49

ended up sleeping so now i’m gonna have a late night session and hopefully finish half the portions.

i’ve got two days for biology so my plan is to do one revision by tmr and another one before exam

also found the cutest study app - folderly - and oh my god i’m obsessed, it’s the cutest thing ever??? the aesthetics are unmatched and it’s quite practical. new study obsession unlocked 🎀

so for today, my goal is to finish :

unit - reproduction

unit - biology in human welfare

which is like 6/13 chapters so pretty good.

1.30 am update - definitely overestimated how much i can get done and underestimated the content of six chapters 🤡 im gonna do as much as i can and leave the rest for tmr since ive got the entire day to finish it.

15 march 2025

ENGLISH OVER YAYYYYYY

alr so im done with english and not sleep deprived at all so no naps for today, next is bio so i’m super excited eeeeeeeeeek so i’m gonna start studying today cus i’ve missed biology smmmmm ☹️

have a nice day my loves

💌

update - i ended up sleeping lol

okay anyways - sort of a vent rant so skip if yall don’t wanna get into it

it’s just been so weirdly lonely lately, like i have people but they aren’t exactly there and it’s so overwhelming to literally even exist. neet coming and boards going on and not being able to sleep until 5 am is genuinely making me feel so hopeless :(

i’ve kinda also started ghosting a lot of my friends and am only in contact with like 1-2 and maybe that’s why i’ve been feeling lonely but it’s just that, they all feel so distant. talking to people makes me feel pathetic.

this is pathetic, bye

13 march 2025

pretty boring day cus i’ll have to do like 15 chapters of hindi (syllabus is huge) so yeah. i spent half my morning looking for my textbook (🤡🤡) but later realised its with a friend so yay

also i made the best coffee i’ve had ever and im so happy eeeeeeek- ok so i made regular iced coffee but substituted the sugar with honey and used cinnamon infused milk (added too much cinnamon but it tastes super yum so no regrets) also used vanilla coffee so its a bit different from the regular coffee i’d make - anyways, amazing combination of flavours 🌸

todo list :

hindi.

that’s literally it for today, might do some revision and questions from physics or biology for neet

anyways-

have an amazing day my loves

💌

12 march 2025

CHEMISTRY DONE YAYYYYYY (lowk fucked up but it’s over)

i messed up a few mcq’s and proly one FIB but the rest went well. i also got confused rosenmund with etard and lost a mark there (so mad at myself omfg)

but at least it’s over. i’ve got english in two days but ill be studying hindi tmr cus ive got 20 chapters in hindi and only one day to prep (do they make these schedules on crack???) but yeah 😭

i got 40 mins of sleep before my exam (maybe that’s why i messed up basic name reactions???) so i’m gonna sleep (finally)

have a nice day my loves 🎀

💌

late night chemistry cram session ft. ginger ale, coffee and strawberries 🍓 (finals ver.)

lowk so peaceful.

11 march 2025

alr so i woke up earlier than i normally do cuz i couldn’t sleep (it’s like a cocktail of insomnia, anxiety and stress) 😭 idk i don’t trust myself to remember all this content

anyways, today’s agenda is to just revise the entire syllabus. currently done with half. 🌸

also the paper got leaked like five times and they’re all the wrong leaks (wtaf is happening) but yeah 😭 i don’t trust these leaks so id rather just study the entire syllabus.

welp i just gotta revise all of this and go through mcq’s for all chapters cus that’s where i lose marks a lot, it’s gonna be another long night (when is it not) but i just gotta get this over with now.

anyways, have a nice day my loves <3

💌

alsooo the moon looked pretty last night <3

10 march 2025

i’ve been pretty burnt out since my physics exam so i couldn’t study that well the previous two days but i managed to complete my todo list. i still don’t know how well i know the concepts i studied until now so im just going to revise it all again (yay?)

to do list :

solutions

electrochemistry

chemicals kinetics

revise the rest of the syllabus

alsooooo i made vanilla coffee and it’s so goooood, ive found my new comfort / hyperfixation drink hehehe im so happy eeeeeeeek 🌝

anyway,

have a lovely day

💌

9 march 2025

pretty lazy-chill day, until now. i’m revising organic from yesterday cuz i don’t remember all of what i did yesterday. had a major caffeine crash last night and slept like a baby after. i got a good five hours of sleep hehe so im refreshed. i don’t feel sick today so i hope it stays the same until im done with my exams but yeah

anyways,

to do list :

coordination compounds

d and f block

revise full organic

list looks pretty short so i’m hoping to fit in some more neet question sessions, but lets see how that goes.

anyways, have a nice day my loves 🍓

💌

update - feeling super burnt out :((( i don’t wanna do this anymore but gotta push through. i’m gonna shift to my bed and continue with some ginger ale hehe but i really feel so burnt out idk what’ll happen :(