STUPID STUPID FUCKING MEN WHO CANNOT FUCKING THINK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM GONNA GENUINELY JUST JUMP OFF

almost 4 am and i haven’t felt more awake- sleep schedule? woh kya hota hai bc

i’ll literally do anything but study languages cuz i cleaned my room, my closet and my desk (deep cleaned) instead of sitting my ass down and just reading my textbook or even watching those animated lectures

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also wth i have so many clothes, why have i been whining about not having enough clothes 😭 AND THEYRE ALL SO CUTE and i have nowhere to wear them :((( even my summer break is gonna be gone with exams ☹️ i need one small excuse just to wear these cute ahh outfits man

She doesn't drink water, there's more caffeine in her system than blood, she skips meals, and then has the audacity to be confused at the atrocious headaches that keep her company throughout the day🧘‍♀️

She is me.

Here's your reminder to complete your water intake today🙆‍♀️

27 april 2025

okay so i cleaned my desk cuz it’s been an absolute mess since a few weeks and putting things back genuinely makes me feel less anxious 🙏🏾 so yay

woke up to construction noises again and terrible cramps :( so yeah but anyways

i made last week revision plan where i’ll be doing pyq’s along with revising the syllabus- obviously not covering the entire syllabus for revision now but just the super super important parts of it so yay

i’ll be revising the entirety of physics today - 11+12- mainly formulas and the well known problems so yay, i’ll do the pyq’s once i finish revising

6 days for neet is surreal. goodluck to all of you <3

have a nice day my loves 🌸

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how was y’all’s exam ?

9 april 2025

finished my manipal application today for one of my backup options - pharma and i might apply to jss as well

other than that - i finished 12 biology, including ecology but ill prolly watch another lecture on eco to solidify my topics. i’m gonna be doing inorganic chemistry today- hoping to finish more than half but let’s see

my mom got me yummy macaroons cuz of results yesterday 😭😭 i love macaroons sm omg

anyways- time to continue with the day

have a nice one my loves 🌸

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23 february 2025

ok so new game plan cuz boards are coming too 🥲

until boards :

study for math and hindi (i’m done with PCB studies)

finish off 12th physics and chemistry completely for neet - questions + pyq

during boards :

read 11th ncert and solve questions simultaneously

after boards :

revise 11th physics and chemistry

solve 150 questions for all important chapters and the solve questions of only the important topics from lower weightage chapters along with pyq for all

full syllabus mock tests with weak topic analysis and work on them

i did WPE today and realised my concepts aren’t as strong as i thought since my question applications aren’t working too well, so i’ll start over.

i also did 200 questions from haloalkanes and haloarenes today, i’m hoping to finish all of organic chemistry by today, so i might stay up pretty late for it but im definitely going to finish it.

i have to go back to school tomorrow for my hall ticket so that’ll take quite some time so i’ll just plan some content heavy but short chapters for tomorrow.

i spent an hour making a plan as to how i’m gonna do the next two months until neet and honestly writing it all down makes it so much easier. visualising how much i’ve got left makes it all less stressful even though ive got alotttt to do 🥲but ill get through it

just two more months.

20 march 2025

BOARDS OVER YAYYYYYYY

it’s all finally over <3 i’m going on vacation from tmr so i gotta pack n shi (repacking for the fifth time)

im so so exhausted 😭 i feel the exhaustion of the entire exam season kicking in.

also went out for ice cream and whiskey ice cream ? inject it in my veins.

welp i’m going to sleep, goodnight <3 no study content for 5 days

cyall soon 🎀

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180 mins 180 questions but physics im sorry WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK

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hi i just came here to say...

nta, what the fuck???

i can’t do this anymore