ill find a new place to be from :)🧿neet 2025, what a fucking joke.
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burnt out, sick, luteal-period stage.
this is genuine hell with a weather that fluctuates more than my mood
fell really sick :( hopefully not covid
just signed up for therapy 😍 how are yall doing
so like - i started journalling ? 💀✋ I HAVE SO MUCH TO YAP JAJSKSNDIDN THIS IS HAPPINESSSSSSS
thanks for the tag ml <3 @lavisnthere
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why does burn out hit right before my period ? everything pisses me off. my stomach hurts. cramps goes all the way to my thighs and back. i do not want to do this anymore. gonna sob again. bye.
cramps are killing me i’m gonna sob goodbye
wait was the digicam the anniversary gift? oh em gee that would be adorable!
nono 😭 two months is pretty short for such a gift but i got my uncles old one eheheheh !!
HELLLOOOOOOOOOOSJNDBNDKDNDN
SO WE GOT A DIGICAMMMMMM
did u guys break up girl? damn i was rooting for u two! are u ok?
no pls 😭😭 we literally hit two months today :)))
i’m not going through this alone. sit w me.
bangalore colleges (pu asw) are an irl dating app 🥲🤚 speaking from experience
(it’s like picking from an std menu)
literally overheard a girl say “i think my cousin got me pregnant, what do i do” i cannot make this shit up 😭
my disdain for Bangalore started when i saw that one yt video in which college kids were playing irl tinder. it was the corniest shit EVER on god. and all their pickup lines were related to sex LIKE first time you're seeing this person and you rizz her up with THAT????
book haul 1 - 24 may 2025
def don’t have bitsat day after tmr 🤚😭
but here :
1. gone series - michael grant (6 books)
2. septology - jon fosse
3. genome - matt ridley
4. iron in the soul - jean-paul sartre
5. the wych elm - tana french
6. a legacy of spies - john le carré
7. the husbands secret - liane moriarty
8. get even - martina cole
9. the take - martina cole
10. the girl who kicked the hornets nest - larson
11. one good turn - kate atkinson
12. the little friend - donna tartt
13. theodore boone - john grisham
14. the goldfinch - donna tartt
i also have a lot of unread books but they’re all classical and i just read something much less existentialist now so i’ll get to them later but i do have :
1. the trial - kafka
2. ecce homo - nietzsche
3. les miserables - victor hugo
4. bell jar - sylvia plath
5. notes from underground - dostoevsky
6. the outsider - camus
also thank you sm for the all the recommendations everyone gave!! i’ll try to look for the books online cuz today i mainly went to a book sale where they sell the books per kg (literally such a steal cuz wdym 15 books for 2k)
digital detox log 2
walked around aloooot today - visited 3 bookstores and got over 20 books :)
also guys such a pretty bookstore :((( i genuinely loved the place sm !
was off my phone almost the entire day cuz i was out w mum :)
def didn’t drink enough water :( but issokay tbh
also went shopping and got a new pair of sexy ahh jeans :)
(lowk thinking of doing a face reveal)
anyways :) really nice day <3
also got back home, exhausted - made myself coffee and maggi
rewatched chhichhore <3
now it’s 10.30– gonna start reading a book, still gotta decide which one :) but yes byeeeeeeee
more bookstore pics :
going book shopping today with mum and leaving lecs for later :) (mums been threatening me to go out w her cuz we haven’t gone out on a cute date since 2 years) (love her tho xx)
prolly gonna go to this old bookstore i’ve seen online- looks really pretty and who doesn’t love the smell of old books ? 🌸
Btw do u have a cat (bc of your username)
no acc :( i wish i did tho !! my mom wont let me get a cat but when i move out, i def will !! 😔 regardless - there is a street cat that’s around my home a lot so i play with it and literally any cat i see, i play with
late night chemistry cram session ft. ginger ale, coffee and strawberries 🍓 (finals ver.)
lowk so peaceful.
digital detox log 1 :
to do :
clean up : make up and skin care trays ✅
clean up : closet (gonna take more than 2 hours but insomnia is cool asf)
walk ✅
not a lot since we only have the night 🌸
digital detox 🧸
helllooooo <3 i realise my attention span is fried and i need to live a little outside this stupid rectangular screen 😔 which is why :
🌸 digital detox 🌸
why tho ? to get my life back together 🤚
daily goals :
walks for however long <3
study a little
read books
clean up (closet, desk, storage areas)
decrease screen time
water (min 2L) (might sound stupid but i rarely finish even 1L of water 😭)
reduce caffeine intake ( :(((( )
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i think i’ll keep a daily log here for this so yippie :) new journey ? and we start tonight cuz there is no right time to start 😋
how do i get back into reading again 😔🤚 my attention span is so cooked - pls drop tips ??? i miss being so into the book that i forget the real world
i went out to get a printout ?¿ ended up walking for 3 hours and came back home w no printout 😭🤚
FINALLY GOT A CANDEL LIGHTER 🤭🤭🤭 (im too scared to use normal matchboxes) MY AESTHETICS HAVE BEEN REACHED
Thank you so much for the response!! That was really helpful, I look forward to trying out your tips :)
ahh so sweeeeet <3
eye ✋
i tried to cover the eyebags 😔 also why do i look so tanned 😭
hi! i'm a different anon, but saw your previous post with pictures of your beautiful desk and i was wondering if you had any tips on creating a nice workspace? Mine is immensely boring and i would love to change that.
Obviously if you're busy, no worries and feel free to ignore this. Love your blog! Hope you have a nice day :)
hii anon <3
it took me over 3 years of constantly changing my desk for it to look like this and honestly it rarely looks as organised as it was yday- life happens and books pile up, it’s left unclean for weeks on end cuz you’re too stressed about something else and that’s okay !
welll to create a nice workspace - i def don’t think i have achieved that yet cuz there’s a lot on my desk and to me, i love minimalistic workspaces where the desk only has things you *need*
but to romanticise your workplace here’s some tips that helped me out ehehe :
pick a colour scheme w one or two colours (one might be too monochrome so normally pick two- make sure they aren’t hard on your eyes and v subtle tones) mine is white and creamy beige :)
get some greens around : real plants are def pretty but not everyone can handle them (i killed a cactus in three days) so fake plants do an amazing job too ! i got mine from ikea :)
candles could be nice if you’re conscious enough to not burn down your desk !!
print out aesthetic stickers from pinterest or use postcards like i do around your wall in front of your desk <3 make sure the content on these is either motivating or calms your brain in some way :)
make it a habit to clean your desk every week and clean mainly where you work everyday :) even if it isn’t dirty, it tends to make you feel more motivated and better overall !!
cute stationary doesn’t make a lot of difference and is a lot to buy since it’s a repetitive thing to buy so i wouldn’t suggest it :) just find what pens/stationary that works for you and stick to it !
cute calendars make a difference to me! there’s a lot of printables online
maintain daily log diary to note down imp tasks, what’s on your mind etc :) i always make sure that my diary has a cute cover (the handwriting inside is vile but that doesn’t matter !!)
i have a lot of memoirs from trips i’ve been to on my desk which is a v cute and nostalgic reminder of memories :)
in the end, it’s your workplace and do what makes you feel comfortable and happy to work there :)
i hope these tips helped anon <3 thanks for the ask :)
i’ve had short hair for most of my life and i’m tryna grow it out now but it feels so uncomfortable 😭😭
desk tour !! desk tour !! I've always found your desk aesthetic ...
yesss ofc ml <3 thank you sm
this is the overall view (much neater than usual)
i’ll add pictures and mention what is what 😭💌
starting from the left :
wooden thrifted stand
on the top, there’s an air cooler which is super helpful during summers <3 it only needs water and doesn’t make any noise and also is pretty cheap so def worth it ehe
the lower shelf has my collection of sticky notes <3 i’m a hoarder but i use them all, mostly :)
the pegboard - with cute decor that helps me romanticise my study area, and gives me space for cute storage (headphones, papers, id cards, etc)
below the pegboard is :
ipad and the study area where i normally sit at :), towards the right of my ipad is my calendar (bought from a local artist at an art fair) along with a bunch of lip balms, also has nailpolish and eyedrops 😭 all this placed on top of a pile of five books that i don’t really use for the aesthetic of it :)
also my pen stand is there - cute ceramic stand which holds ALOOOOOT and most of my stationary that i require :)
then comes this -
a wooden stand :
first drawer - miscellaneous items
second drawer - wires
third drawer - handy things (some meds, antiseptic cream, more lipbalm, small clips for keeping papers together)
on top of the stand - a cutie clock, period cramp relief roll on, glue and kinderjoy toys, stapler, and some other medication
next to the wooden stand is my metal rack for papers - has been extremely handy and holds all my papers since grade 10 😭
the wall above my stands has a bunch of postcards with words of motivation or just really cool shi 🤞🏼 along with the medal i won at a science fair this year (i don’t have anywhere else to keep it and im lowk proud of it 😔) and also a dream catcher that a friend gifted me some time ago :)
lastly - books. reference neet books.
and i can’t forget this lil stand that holds my notebooks and is next to my chair :) super handy and is at the verge of breaking but we make do.
THAT IS ALL
THANK YOU FOR THE ASK ANON ILYSM 💌
21 may 2025
hey loves, it’s been long since this kind of a post :) it’s been such a cute day today <3 my lec’s normally start at 9 am but i skip my first lec cuz im not a morning person and my brain genuinely doesn’t work in the morning and i’m not tryna work against it so i just work later into the night but make sure to get shit done :)
anyways - i watched my physical chem lec 1 (recorded) and botany lec 2 (on cell - live) - this went on until 3 pm - then took a long ahh break until 6 ✋ and went on a really cozy 2 hour walk around the neighbourhood and got my mum some flowers 🌸 came home, washed my hair at around 9 and i do feel pretty sleepy rn so i made a small cup of instant coffee with extremely little coffee cus i need to do my zoology lec 1 (i have lec 2 tmr so i don’t want the backlog to pile up)
anyway- really cozy day since it’s been raining throughout the night and into the days so the evenings have gotten really cold and pleasant and i function a lot better and am more productive in general when it’s cold so yippieeeeee <3
i’m having so much fun studying all this now, makes me realise how much i truly do love the subjects, it was just the exam stress and repetitive schedule that made it seem so nauseous. anyway - i’m doing my best to take it slow and breathe a little more to avoid burn out <3
i hope you all had a lovely day too 🌸
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ABSOLUTELY LOVE BANGALORE WEATHER AHHHHH <33333
it’s been raining everyday from morning to evening so at around 6-7, it’s the most pleasant weather ever with cold breezes <3