I Am Nooooot Locked The Fuck In. Im Locked The Fuck Out. Call The Locksmith

everyday is a never ending loop of i can’t do it -> i have to do it -> goodnight i give up

i love my mutuals sm, i hope you have a cold pillow to sleep on and i hope it isn’t too hot in your places <3

please take care ilyall sm

"slut era" i say to myself while massaging my head worried about how im going to succeed academically and make it out sane

almost 4 am and i haven’t felt more awake- sleep schedule? woh kya hota hai bc

1.20 am update -

done with :

IUPAC

isomerism

GOC

POC

haloalkanes and haloarenes

alcohols phenols and ethers

i feel like i should revise the last two again but yeah

i might not do hydrocarbons tonight, it’s very content heavy for an all nighter and i’ve gotta be at school tmr so i’m gonna try getting a nap in before going to school

2.30 am update :

done studying aldehydes ketones and carboxylic acids and amines but i haven’t made revision notes on them

all nighters on sick days are a terrible idea 😭

but yeah i think im done for the night cuz i threw up again and i can’t be sick when boards are coming 🫠 so i did a lot for a night tho

what i’ve done :

IUPAC

isomerism

GOC

POC

haloalkanes and haloarenes

alcohols phenols and ethers

aldehydes ketones and carboxylic acids

amines

i’ll definitely pull an all nighter some other day when i’m not as sick 😭

what’s left from oc :

hydrocarbons

biomolecules

aldehydes ketones and CA notes

amines notes

goodnight cuties

23 february 2025 (pt.2)

oop okay part two cuz why not

i got new headphones today :))) and i’m determined on finishing organic chem tonight (i’ve been procrastinating this subject for YEARS)

to do list for tonight :

IUPAC nomenclature

isomerism

GOC

qualitative, quantitative analysis and purification

hydrocarbons

haloalkanes and haloarenes

alcohols phenols and ethers

aldehydes ketones and carboxylic acids

amines and diazonium salts

biomolecules

currently 11 pm - i’m done with :

IUPAC, isomerism and GOC

you're rly pretty

i’ve never posted myself 😭 but thanks ?

NAHI HO RHA AUR

See this graph eh ? It's my dopamine levels crashing ahehe over the years. Crashing harder than the stock market during the great depression. *Puts gun in mouth*

i have been shockingly (?) productive tdy and i fear the apocalypse is soon approaching.

buckle up, stay safe yallz

21 may 2025

hey loves, it’s been long since this kind of a post :) it’s been such a cute day today <3 my lec’s normally start at 9 am but i skip my first lec cuz im not a morning person and my brain genuinely doesn’t work in the morning and i’m not tryna work against it so i just work later into the night but make sure to get shit done :)

anyways - i watched my physical chem lec 1 (recorded) and botany lec 2 (on cell - live) - this went on until 3 pm - then took a long ahh break until 6 ✋ and went on a really cozy 2 hour walk around the neighbourhood and got my mum some flowers 🌸 came home, washed my hair at around 9 and i do feel pretty sleepy rn so i made a small cup of instant coffee with extremely little coffee cus i need to do my zoology lec 1 (i have lec 2 tmr so i don’t want the backlog to pile up)

anyway- really cozy day since it’s been raining throughout the night and into the days so the evenings have gotten really cold and pleasant and i function a lot better and am more productive in general when it’s cold so yippieeeeee <3

i’m having so much fun studying all this now, makes me realise how much i truly do love the subjects, it was just the exam stress and repetitive schedule that made it seem so nauseous. anyway - i’m doing my best to take it slow and breathe a little more to avoid burn out <3

i hope you all had a lovely day too 🌸

💌