Just Another Day Of Waking Up To Construction Noise And Internal Screams Of Panic

nothing beats the happiness and dopamine hit you get by crossing tasks off that one long to do list 🤞🏼

so the thing is

i am so fucking done

is this burn out or am i just lazy

people are annoying.

"16 & Becoming"

Heyy there angels!!!!!!!!!, I’m a 16-year-old pre-med student preparing for NEET, chasing dreams of becoming a doctor — maybe even a surgeon someday 💉. A December-born winter soul ❄️, I love math and physics(I'm a math girl omg), and though biology challenges me, I adore its mysteries deeply. My name means nature, and honestly, I carry the whole universe within me 🌱🌌. A proud school topper, bookworm, debater (a really good speaker), and a quiet storm made of Mother Nature herself — I love gardening, cooking, cleaning, and anything that brings me peace 🍃🫖. I am trying to romanticize life in silence, coffee cups, deep thoughts, and studies(trying my level best) ☕🌠. With big ambitions and a love for space, books, and late-night talks, I’m just trying to balance it all — the chaos, the calm, the dreams, and the discipline.

Always looking forward to connecting with people who dream just as wildly and think just as deeply 🌷💫.

almost 4 am and i haven’t felt more awake- sleep schedule? woh kya hota hai bc

ABSOLUTELY LOVE BANGALORE WEATHER AHHHHH <33333

it’s been raining everyday from morning to evening so at around 6-7, it’s the most pleasant weather ever with cold breezes <3

9 march 2025

pretty lazy-chill day, until now. i’m revising organic from yesterday cuz i don’t remember all of what i did yesterday. had a major caffeine crash last night and slept like a baby after. i got a good five hours of sleep hehe so im refreshed. i don’t feel sick today so i hope it stays the same until im done with my exams but yeah

anyways,

to do list :

coordination compounds

d and f block

revise full organic

list looks pretty short so i’m hoping to fit in some more neet question sessions, but lets see how that goes.

anyways, have a nice day my loves 🍓

💌

update - feeling super burnt out :((( i don’t wanna do this anymore but gotta push through. i’m gonna shift to my bed and continue with some ginger ale hehe but i really feel so burnt out idk what’ll happen :(

19 march 2025

oh my god my last exam :( kinda sad but ITS GONNA BE OVERRRRRR 🌸

anyways i didn’t study last night at all, i deep cleaned my closet 😻 so now i have to rawdog 20 chapters of hindi (god wtf) i finished one in like 20 mins so not baddddd- the other chapters are relatively shorter so i think we’ll be fineeee

i’m studying hindi by writing down the translations cus none of these chapters are actually hindi but some other derivative of an ancient language so yeah (makes zero sense)

i’m so excited for it to be my last exammm hehehhehehe but it’s gonna be an extremely long exam cus well - hindi.

i have my yummy coffee and my motivation to relax after my exams so let’s get this over with

have a nice day my loves 🌸

💌

last finals grind post <3 (unless we fail and end up taking the improvement exam)

I actually didn't used to study much but when i saw your daily updates i always got a boost of motivatoin (spelled wrong deliberately lol). And It pushed me to glue my ass to my chair. Anyways good luck for your exam!

oh my 😭😭 this is like the biggest compliment everrr <33333 i hope your exam goes well toooo !! 💌💌