Almost 4 Am And I Haven’t Felt More Awake- Sleep Schedule? Woh Kya Hota Hai Bc

21 february 2025

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ok so today was amazing :) i woke up too early for my own good and got a fever (don’t know how that works) but yeah 🥲 i did two chapters (two hours) before i went back to take a nap 💀 but i woke up really refreshed and i felt better tho my temp hadn’t gone down. anyways, i made a new schedule but clearly it needs some changes if i can’t deal with waking up early, im too much of a night owl 🫠

i clocked in 11 hours of productivity on a sick day, so i’m pretty proud.

what i got done today :

atomic structure- concepts and theory

current electricity - formula and concepts

current electricity- questions + pyq

haloalkanes and haloarenes- questions + pyq

alcohols, phenols and ethers - lecture + some questions

newtons laws of motions - theory + some questions

electrochemistry - 100 slides of lecture notes

pretty good for a sick day and my phone screen time is the lowest it’s been since months :) pretty happy about quitting social media too but it’s gotten much lonelier, but it’s a fair trade to me. anyways i’m doing my last hour now, i might do a few more questions from NLM to end my night but nothing too content heavy. today’s been a really fun day :) i wanna get to bed early so i can get better faster too. anyways - that’s all for today

days left for neet - 72

days left for boards - 10

bye byeee <3

pls take care and stay hydrated (summer is draining the life out of meeee)

14th january 2025

did 6 out of the 12 hour lectures since i mostly know the rest of the content. i’m gonna revise some physics and more organic chemistry now.

to do list :

gravitation

current electricity

electrostatics

electric potential and capacitance

organic chemistry

i’m on my second bottle of coffee, hopefully i get some sleep tonight.

i love your aesthetic 🩷 new follower! love to see you grind🩷 *smooch* *smooch*

ahh thank you so much, that’s so sweet 😭💗

absolutely love when the government cares (they’re a whole fucking year late and we all know it’s gonna happen again why do we even try at this point)

19 april 2025

about time to get back on track and holding myself accountable (pls i can’t do this anymore but do we have a choice ? no we do not)

okay so i’m revising my entire 12th physics syllabus today cuz 🧚‍♂️🧚‍♂️ yeah i need to revise this shi. also been so bored of making my own coffee everyday so i went out for a walk and got myself coffee from my fav cafe ehehehhe (the only good cafe close to my home tbh but its yum so idm)- as you can see, ive replaced that dying paper straw with my straw cuz i refuse to have my coffee taste more like paper than coffee.

also got off instagram to lock in for the next two weeks :) and i got my viteee admit card and centre which is like 17 kms from my home and reporting time is 8 in the morning (kill me, i sleep at 5 am) and the traffic in my city is terrible at all times of the day sooooo let’s hope we make it on time 🤞🏼 also very scared for the aptitude test part of viteee

and as you can see, my desk is an appropriate reflection of the chaos in my brain. the sticky notes everywhere is very anxiety inducing but i’ve gotten used to it to a good extent so it’s okay.

14 days left for neet. i might acc cry- not cuz im scared but i’ll genuinely miss this phase of life sm:( spending most of my nights at this desk, trying to memorise the exceptions for inorganic chem or studying biology ncert for hours and hours on end without realising it’s been five hours , it’s really been a journey :( i wish id worked harder honestly but what’s done is done and i did do my best everyday and don’t have many regrets.

i yap a lot for someone who has neet in 14 days, bye bye

have a nice day my loves 💐

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also i finished a 400 page book in 15 days 💀 this gives me so much validation omg

honn!! how are youuu? I hope u are holding up good! <33

haiii!! i’m managing 😭 i hope you’re doing good toooo <3 miss you loads

me biology bhul rhi hu, i’m gonna sob

See this graph eh ? It's my dopamine levels crashing ahehe over the years. Crashing harder than the stock market during the great depression. *Puts gun in mouth*

jumping and not out of joy

you're rly pretty

i’ve never posted myself 😭 but thanks ?