Is This Burn Out Or Am I Just Lazy

4 february 2025

i haven’t posted since quite some time now.

i’ve been really burnt out lately but i ordered some coffee today from a cafe and it did make the day better.

what i’ve done in the past two days -

electrostatics - theory + pyq

electric potential - theory + pyq

coordination compounds - theory + pyq

studying physics practicals

molecular basis of inheritance - theory + pyq

d and f block - theory

breathing and exchange of gases - theory + pyq

body fluids and circulation - theory + pyq

human reproduction - theory + pyq

motion in 1-D - theory + pyq

atomic structure - theory + 1/2 pyq

i have my practical exams starting from 6th. i’ve got biology on 6th, physics on 7th and chemistry on 10th. i also have school tomorrow so ill be studying for my bio practicals tomorrow itself (very scared).

i’ve been focusing on 12th portions again so i can concentrate on my boards too. i’ll redo 11th after im done with boards.

cramps are killing me i’m gonna sob goodbye

"16 & Becoming"

Heyy there angels!!!!!!!!!, I’m a 16-year-old pre-med student preparing for NEET, chasing dreams of becoming a doctor — maybe even a surgeon someday 💉. A December-born winter soul ❄️, I love math and physics(I'm a math girl omg), and though biology challenges me, I adore its mysteries deeply. My name means nature, and honestly, I carry the whole universe within me 🌱🌌. A proud school topper, bookworm, debater (a really good speaker), and a quiet storm made of Mother Nature herself — I love gardening, cooking, cleaning, and anything that brings me peace 🍃🫖. I am trying to romanticize life in silence, coffee cups, deep thoughts, and studies(trying my level best) ☕🌠. With big ambitions and a love for space, books, and late-night talks, I’m just trying to balance it all — the chaos, the calm, the dreams, and the discipline.

Always looking forward to connecting with people who dream just as wildly and think just as deeply 🌷💫.

hey, hey, lovely, all the best!! you got this, we all love you and we're all so, so, so proud of you for making it this far!! 🩷🩷🫂

and I'm sure that you'll slay bec you've been working hard, please do rmbr to take care of yourself!! :) love you loads pookie <33

ahh thank you so much !! love you more <3 i hope you’re taking care toooo

removed stuff from my pegboard to make space for sticky notes :(

will remove the other things soon too :(

(it’s almost like stripping a part of my soul away)

You go to christ junior college, don't you?

yes and ? 😭 if this is another one of the things you decide to creep me out with - my id card is always on my desk and in most of my photos that i post on this app and on my insta- do better babes 💋

show us/name what all books you used for neet? like ncert, reference books, MCQ books?

reference books -

mtg fingertips- for questions - really good practice questions in good number too

modules from aakash - mainly the question books like momentum boosters and know your ncert

pw med easy- the best books for theory honestly

neet pyq from mtg - neet explorer - it has 15 model papers and also pyq’s along with chapter wise weightage analysis of how many questions of each chapter at the start of each pyq

organic chem qb by MS Chouhan- has over 300 questions per chapter, i’ve solved around 150-200 per chapter (i bought it cuz i was really weak in organic)

also i’ve read ncert biology over 4 times until now

other than that, i watch pw lectures organic chem, physical chem and physics

i prefer doing inorganic and biology on my own- either by ncert or through pw med easy

i’m sorry? paper leak? bro. i can’t.

admit cards out, shits never felt more real.

10 march 2025

i’ve been pretty burnt out since my physics exam so i couldn’t study that well the previous two days but i managed to complete my todo list. i still don’t know how well i know the concepts i studied until now so im just going to revise it all again (yay?)

to do list :

solutions

electrochemistry

chemicals kinetics

revise the rest of the syllabus

alsooooo i made vanilla coffee and it’s so goooood, ive found my new comfort / hyperfixation drink hehehe im so happy eeeeeeeek 🌝

anyway,

have a lovely day

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