can we talk about the darker parts of attention seeking in hpd? not just dressing up and being flirty.
let's talk about compulsively lying
let's talk about compulsively lying so much that you're not even sure if what you say is true or not
let's talk about wishing you were injured or ill for the attention
let's talk about faking injuries or illness
let's talk about purposefully injuring yourself
let's talk about putting yourself in dangerous situations by talking to sketchy people
let's talk about not knowing how to say no to those people
let's talk about involuntary trauma dumping
let's talk about socially ostracizing yourself by acting in an inappropriate way for the temporary rush of attention it gives you
let's talk about questioning your own personality, values, and morals because they get so easily shaped by whoever you're around
let's talk about how easily manipulated people with hpd are
let's talk about how easily abused people with hpd are
let's talk about vulnerable people with hpd are
let's stop this dichotomy of demonizing or romanticizing/fetishizing hpd
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Having bpd to me is like I'm the loneliest person on the planet, no matter how many people I talk to, no matter how many connections I make or have, I'm a lonely void who will die alone. I have to be talking to someone or with someone every second of every minute of every day. I love people so much, I need people. There's so many people out there with different things to teach you. And then, if I have to talk to one person for more than 6 seconds today, I'll kill them. I'll kill myself. I need to be left alone for the rest of the day, I need no one but myself to be happy. I don't want to partake in anything with anyone because it's all draining and taking out of my alone time. Everyone is the same, they're all boring and self-absorbed. Every conversation feels like I'm forcing myself to be actively present. I just want to be alone in my room with nothing or no one. I don't see a future where I'm happy with anyone other than being by myself.
Justice for our homegirl and her suffering
as she should π€π€π€
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found this pic while doomscrolling and suddenly i see sylus πβοΈ
about a cofront today
chuuya art after 10000 years????? i tried again with him he still is very hard to draw. But he's my special
WYD WHEN MY GANG PULL UP !!!