Credits artist @moririforever
having online friends who are busy is just like. I LOVE YOU. I miss you. YOU GOT THIS. I'm giving you space to work. I LOVE YOU.
can we talk about the darker parts of attention seeking in hpd? not just dressing up and being flirty.
let's talk about compulsively lying
let's talk about compulsively lying so much that you're not even sure if what you say is true or not
let's talk about wishing you were injured or ill for the attention
let's talk about faking injuries or illness
let's talk about purposefully injuring yourself
let's talk about putting yourself in dangerous situations by talking to sketchy people
let's talk about not knowing how to say no to those people
let's talk about involuntary trauma dumping
let's talk about socially ostracizing yourself by acting in an inappropriate way for the temporary rush of attention it gives you
let's talk about questioning your own personality, values, and morals because they get so easily shaped by whoever you're around
let's talk about how easily manipulated people with hpd are
let's talk about how easily abused people with hpd are
let's talk about vulnerable people with hpd are
let's stop this dichotomy of demonizing or romanticizing/fetishizing hpd
You are not a fake system because you can't hear your alters, most of us can't! Most people with DID have very limited communication between alters in general.
You are not a fake system because you don't know your headcount, or you don't know your alters names. That can take years! For some people, they need a long time in treatment to even get that ball rolling.
You are not a fake system because you don't know what other alters are doing. You don't need to know who dressed you this morning or who bought the food you're allergic to, high amnesia is normal.
Don't feel like any less of a system because of expectations set by the internet. You don't need to present the same way as people on the internet. The presentation of DID on the internet can be pretty atypical, so don't spend your time comparing.
kitty zayne :D
I wont stop with Nikolai so NIKOLAI AGAIN!!!
Fyodor (again)
Chuuya
Akutagawa
RANPO
Yosano
Dazai (DEAD APPLE)
Hunting dogs
Atsushi (ignore the fact its ouji)
Kouyou
Rimbaud
Verlaine
Shibusawa
HELP I HIT THE IMAGE COUNT IM GONNA MAKE ANOTHER ONE OF THESE STILL
Justice for our homegirl and her suffering
thinking about sylus βit may not look like it but i am very good at taking care of peopleβ
taking in the twins after they tried killing him, training them, providing them with a home, status, power
constantly updating mephisto, giving him upgrades and cleanings, giving him a perch in his room, sitting down and talking to him like he would a real pet
and then theres you- making sure you arent drowning in work, not alone handling wanderers, indulging you when you want a fight, coming out to festivals and photobooth dates, buying you the plushies you cant get from the clawmachine, making sure youre ok during the time of the month, always intertwining your fingers together when you hold hands, keeping you safe in the n109, buying jewelry, inviting you to galas and auctions, always having your back when you need him o my sweet loverboy
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Artist credits @fluffystarrie
as she should π€π€π€