Latest Posts by krystami-blog - Page 3

Sucks having zero friends, "cliques", "squads", etc. To where you consider seeing a person you know for less than a min. Hanging out with someone. Literally having no ability to do anything "normally" enjoyable in life...feeling bad because you know feeling bad makes others feel bad for not being there, which makes endless guilt on all sides possibly. My daily entertainment and feeling of purpose is Litterally me just sitting at my desk all day drawing or art-ing in general. Other than that....youtube and Steven Universe, sleep, avoidance.

I forgot, I tried making a gemsona at some point in time, might make more, idk. The design is actually based off of a little piece I have (about the size of a grain of rice) it also looks like a winged gun to me so I drew it as so. :D This is how I felt they would look I guess?

I like to think of her peacefully/happily playing with water. c:

Barely able to upload it, took a few weeks to make. (not sure hours compiled since I was actually drawing this casually on the side of something else) Full size version can be found on my Tumblr, would link but it omits me from searches. (Username is Krystami)

Other older progress pics of the Xenoblade X pic I'm working on, last one prob. until it is finished c: Let me just say Elma has such a complicated outfit but I love it. I would say this was at the 30% mark of being made?

I haven't drawn in so long, finally getting back into the groove of it (working on various pics the past few months but everything besides doodles/sketches take for ages, before that was working heavily on sculpts.) So here are some elemental sup guy doodles.

Wip of Lapis Lazuli I was doing on the side of the Xenoblade pic. I love her, she is the closest character I can relate to. (would add better description but the device I am on has to go to who it belongs to now.)

Finally uploading *something*... I love Xenoblade X, it has everything I can possibly love in it. I have been working on this picture far too long. Few months? (started to actually save progress pics since I realized it may be beneficial for many reasons, such as files corrupting, haha.) I am way farther ahead than this but realized that It takes me so long to get noticeable progress so I will show things closer to when I am actually semi complete. (it looks nothing like these so far, if you seen all the wips it is such a weird mess) I will most definitely be drawing more of this game 83

truly

Happy birthday (: I wish I had more to show but I've been extremely busy. I hope you're resting well~

Hey , hi, if anyone is here, I plan to try to be "active" again.

(-sorry for the accidental venting type thing, just vaguely updating about my life since I haven't really been on in a year besides like...lurking?-) I haven't been active on here in ages, I'm sorry. I don't even know if anyone really follows me on here anymore since I haven't posted anything, I'm not consistent even though I try my hardest to be, which is bad for an artist who has been trying to make a living off of their art, it isn't a hobby. My life has been horrible, I am very restricted on when I am allowed to draw, make art in general, be online, be awake. (If I could find a wifi signal it would be more often though..) I also recently had confirmed that I have a tumor in my breast, they say it is benign but..idk another one appeared after the mammogram on the opposite breast as well as I have had a swollen lymph node above my collarbone for about a month since the same time. (told me it is just inflammation from the thing.) In all honestly, I'm miserable, I have no friends, not a single one it scares me, I'm so lonely. I have no one I can talk to about my problems, my day, anything I like or not. My whole life is being controlled because I "don't have a job" every aspect of it, worse than when I lived with my parents. I can't work, I get panic attacks, tightening of the chest and heart palpitations just from the thought of stepping outside, I can't even talk to doctors without constant stuttering with tears in my eyes. I hope to start posting whatever I can... It just sucks that it takes me months to draw or sculpt one thing (that is even without time constraints usually) I hope no one gets mad at me posting this. I have no way to get online by my laptop, only someone elses phone usually, that or rarely my phone. (I don't have a phone service either)

I haven't much to post because of tedious painting 8) I got a laptop recently but havent felt like investing time in drawing on it yet.

Haven't posted in awhile so....here are some old works in progress(old as in the pictures are pretty old..) I found myself to love Sans haha.(every character I should say) The drawings will be painted over, or idk I might try my hand at them digitally since I finally have a computer -just no net or good wifi- I'll sculpt Peridot eventually, I just wanna make Yellow Pearl first...but all that has to wait til all my current projects are done. 83 (almost the same poses pfft, didn't notice til side by side)

I've been in an drawing block for about a year as well as I don't/haven't had a computer. I recently was able to get a sketchbook and need to get more supplies but I am finally out of my block. c: (Undertale helped destroy it haha) Expect more art hopefully~!

When I'm done with Sans, I DO want to make more characters but the whole thing is time consuming and I don't think I'll find it worth it if only a few people see....you know? I love Undertale, have so many ideas but....my husband wouldn't be very happy 8)

Still so much to do before this project is even near being finished sadly, here's a preview though. :D

Feel so discouraged, I hate this feeling, the type of feeling that makes me want to scrap what I'm working on. I put so much time into things for nothing it feels.

More wips until...?

Can you guess what is being made?

While painting Sans I painted in this reference doodle of the gaster blaster.

Finally uploading something after a million years. —– Another lapis Lazuli c: This was a commission. She is rather tiny compared to the others so far. (Four inches including base) I wanted do make the Chille Tid version of her. c: —– (I made this awhile ago but wanted to wait until this was in the owners hands but they gave me permission to post before that. 8D) ~Reblog if possible, it means a lot.~

I finally finished this :D I was making this on the side while I’m working on all my other sculptures. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lapis Lazuli, this is inspired by the Fayth from Final Fantasy X, this type of scene kept popping in my head when I would listen to this song- ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (((these are the lyrics, this has been my favorite song for quite a long time, this band has been my fav since middle school. 83))) https://youtu.be/V8xG3X4ECrc ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Oceania” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (((Should I make any of the other gems like this?))) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ALSO, I’m sorry about how the text is, I don’t have a computer and mobile doesn’t post properly at all, I decided to delete most of the text ;_;

This might be random but I think I might just make Teepo from Tales of Xillia with the remainder of my sculpey. (I only have enough for something small with little detail sculpting wise.) I kinda wanna do it to see how much i've improved since my last one. I made him awhile back and his tail broke off, I was originally just going to replace his tail but realized "why not just make a new displayable one?

I want to eventually sculpt a robot, if I do it will be Gortys from Tales from the Borderlands.

Sans progress.

Bulking out to get proportions down, this is a lot bigger than it probably looks.

I only have enough clay to finish Sans.

Wips

I forgot to post this, I didn't remember until I was looking through all my photos.~~~I made this awhile back, this was a commission.~~~Was very fun to paint :D~~~there is a little amethyst in the chest.

I finally finished this :D I was making this on the side while I’m working on all my other sculptures. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lapis Lazuli, this is inspired by the Fayth from Final Fantasy X, this type of scene kept popping in my head when I would listen to this song- ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (((these are the lyrics, this has been my favorite song for quite a long time, this band has been my fav since middle school. 83))) https://youtu.be/V8xG3X4ECrc ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Oceania” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (((Should I make any of the other gems like this?))) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ALSO, I’m sorry about how the text is, I don’t have a computer and mobile doesn’t post properly at all, I decided to delete most of the text ;_;