When You Finally Work Up The Courage To Go To A Social Event With More Then Just Your Bestie And You

Clearly it’s an unpopular opinion but I actually love season 4. It is not as good as season three but I think it is a perfect ending to an amazing series.

I know the problem with five and Lila being together is weird but other than that being uncomfy I think the season was AMAZING.

I also think the problem with five and Lila is not him being in the body of a like 20-25 year old ( I don’t remember et the exact age) I think it’s weird because it is his brothers wife.

But also I do be living for the drama. And also, it’s not like 5 acts like a teen. He is like 63. It was ahitty that Lila used him but I don’t think the age gap is the problem. His body is a full grown adult at that point.

Mom and dad aren’t home, you know what that means???

Outside kitten in the house!!

Latest list of why I can’t sleep

- too overwhelmed about getting a present from bestie

-weighted blanket is too heavy and not heavy enough at the same time

-Decided I didn’t want to take my sleeping meds because I want to wake up early tomorrow

-my fish are upstairs

- I’m hungry

-I’m thirsty

- I realized I’ll have to eat and drink tomorrow and it’s icky

I hate when I realize I don’t know how to do something but I’m too old to ask. Like, I didn’t know I had to wash my sheets till a couple months ago

I don’t know how to make an outfit

I don’t know how to do laundry (I kinda just guess)

On that point I also don’t know how to fold laundry ( I just kinda guess on that one as well)

I don’t even know what else I don’t know because I don’t know it!?!?!?!?

I SHAVED MY UPPER LIP A WHILE AGO TO GET RID OF MY BLOND ASS BABY HAIRS AND THEY ARE GROWING IN DARKER!!!!!!!

TESTOSTERON

I didn’t expect it to start working this fast

”haha yeah im a femboy”

but im just unable to be masculine because nobody ever sees me as a boy anyway so it’s just easier this way but i’d give anything in order to be masculine and pass. it’s just easier to assume i like feminine things when in reality it makes me gag and choke on my own misery

Can we just take a couple minutes to talk about how perfect Elijah’s story line is.

Elijah shows up in the story very close to the end and is “marketed” as missys boyfriend. He is used as character development for missy and the creators understand that. They even reference in the first episode that is an “Elijah” story. (Season 6, episode 8, asexual healing, 4 minutes in)

This episode is the first Elijah based episode and is one of my favourites from the whole show. Elijah’s whole character is so well put together and we really get to see that from this episode on.

In this episode Elijah figures out that he is asexual through his aunt after confiding in her that he doesn’t feel sexual attraction toward missy.

He of course goes on to the internet to get more information and (suprinsingly) it helps him find out more with only a little bit of white supremacy.

That episode has multiple plots.

The A plot is meant to be Andrew going all the way to Vermont to see Bernie (I think) but you just forget about it because of how influential Elijah’s story is.

Some of my favourite points from that episode include:

Breaking the fourth wall

Elijah’s aunt

The absolute confusion of Elijah when his uncles talk about sexual shit.

The fact that the show explains how asexuality is a spectrum and how people who are asexual can enjoy masturbation.

- also love the convo that comes out when missy catches him and him explaining to her what it means and the difference for him.

The fact that Elijah is a catholic and asexual and it’s not even questioned

The butterflies

Honorable mention: the C plot of Jessi learning about gender roles

The fact that Elijah is a straight asexual man is so perfect. It really shows how asexuality can be both a sexuality in itself (like me :)) or a part of your sexuality (like Elijah)

In short, if you’re going to watch any episode of big mouth. This is THE BEAT ONE!!!

Also, Connie and monte la song is so good I. This episode :)

Pomegranate is fucked up.

That does not say pomegranate, that says Pom-é-gra-nah-té

I think it should be spelt pomagranat

PSA: if something helps you to function, other people have zero right to make fun off you.

If bringing a teddy bear with you help you to cope, bring it with you

If you watch shows that are “meant for children” because they comfort you, then keep on watching them because other people don’t have a say

This PSA is brought to you by present Fae and meant for future Fae

Whenever people complain about relationships all I can think of is

“Can I recommend AROMANTICISM. Only 00.00$ for your life time! Asexuality sold separately.