Latest List Of Why I Can’t Sleep

Im back (I’m actually might do posts) bitches (one person who sees my posts and actually is my irl bestie)

We went to a show at the fringe and it was a miscasts show and it was so good but now I want to rewatch Chicago and Sweeney Todd

Here’s a post by my best friend about what’s going on and if you want to help, report @darling for harrasment.

okay my side of the story

under the cut because i know most of you are sick of this (very understandably)

Darling messaged me a week or two ago and asked to help out in the community

after adding them as a mod they reiterated that they wanted to help as an admin so that they could edit guidelines. i was unsure about this but gave them my trust because they have experience modding.

i made a draft of a new pinned post and new rules in the autism mod community so that our mods could give their input. i was waiting for the original poll in the main community to be over before i posted it. in the mean time a they made their own draft of a pinned post. i liked some aspects of theirs but as the creator of the community assumed i would make the final say and pin the post. i made a new version of mine with some aspects of theirs (so that they would know their opinion was being listened to) and posted it in the mod community. they said they liked it.

the poll in the main community was over so i posted it. they got very mad at me for posting it and called me a tyrant. we started beefing in the autism mod community. i retaliated because from my perspective they were getting mad at me and attacking me for nothing. i didnt originally understand what they were upset about. after talking today it turns out the whole thing they were mad about was me “stealing” the post. i apologized and reiterated that i thought we had agreed to post it

i asked the mod community what they thought of all this and Darling banned every mod that disagreed with them

i then started to get rather upset because i felt they were power tripping and being uncooperative.

they banned my partner for sharing his opinion. and albeit i started to take it a little too personally

i made a poll asking the mods if they wanted darling to keep doing what they were doing. they deleted it and made their own. it’s at this point i removed the new mod because i didn’t want new mods brought into the middle of this

Darling and i talked it out in dms and came to a tentative stalemate after i heard their side of the story and i calmed down

then comes this after noon

Darling made a post asking people to consider blazing their post about their charity community

i acknowledged that it was a good community but that it went against guideline number 7

they proceeded to say that no one cares about the guidlines and that they don’t have to follow them

i disagreed

they got mad at me for suggesting that they’re post was against the guidelines

i, being very tired of this asked them to step down.

this didn’t go well and they started being hostile and threatening the community

as we are both admins i have no power to remove them to the community

i took the the Autism page because i thought if anyone could do anything it would be the wider community seeing what’s happened and making their own opinions. Darling has deleted every post i’ve made on the situation and banned every member who has spoken out in support of me

we have both reported the other for harassment. i suppose now we wait and see what happens

Can we just take a couple minutes to talk about how perfect Elijah’s story line is.

Elijah shows up in the story very close to the end and is “marketed” as missys boyfriend. He is used as character development for missy and the creators understand that. They even reference in the first episode that is an “Elijah” story. (Season 6, episode 8, asexual healing, 4 minutes in)

This episode is the first Elijah based episode and is one of my favourites from the whole show. Elijah’s whole character is so well put together and we really get to see that from this episode on.

In this episode Elijah figures out that he is asexual through his aunt after confiding in her that he doesn’t feel sexual attraction toward missy.

He of course goes on to the internet to get more information and (suprinsingly) it helps him find out more with only a little bit of white supremacy.

That episode has multiple plots.

The A plot is meant to be Andrew going all the way to Vermont to see Bernie (I think) but you just forget about it because of how influential Elijah’s story is.

Some of my favourite points from that episode include:

Breaking the fourth wall

Elijah’s aunt

The absolute confusion of Elijah when his uncles talk about sexual shit.

The fact that the show explains how asexuality is a spectrum and how people who are asexual can enjoy masturbation.

- also love the convo that comes out when missy catches him and him explaining to her what it means and the difference for him.

The fact that Elijah is a catholic and asexual and it’s not even questioned

The butterflies

Honorable mention: the C plot of Jessi learning about gender roles

The fact that Elijah is a straight asexual man is so perfect. It really shows how asexuality can be both a sexuality in itself (like me :)) or a part of your sexuality (like Elijah)

In short, if you’re going to watch any episode of big mouth. This is THE BEAT ONE!!!

Also, Connie and monte la song is so good I. This episode :)

Do any other people LOVE gifs way to much but are WAY to embarrassed to use them. Ever.

Like I love gifs but I am way too scared to use them because I don’t know when it’s ok to!

I made it through Christmas and only cried once!!!!!

Now I will lie in bed and look at my gifts and use every gift I can immediately.

Anyone want to hear about the stuff I got? /hj

Does anyone have and tips for helping with joint pain? My joints are in constant pain

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Besties favourite colour is purple…

We were meant to be in a qpr

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What’s a qpr, you ask?

Idk

Aren’t you in a qpr, you ask?

Yes, I still don’t know…

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