Listening To Fun Upbeat Music Right When I Wake Up Instead Of Listening To Sad Stuff Is SUCH A Mood Boost

god didn’t make me a man bc he knew that if i was one i’d be a male manipulator performative clairo listener matcha drinking thrift addict and too many of those is harmful to the ecosystem

ppl will be afraid to use tampons and at the same time let dudes fuck them raw. like ok stacy i’m pretty sure an std is scarier than 3 inches of cotton

i hope the girl who posted the “never mix your beautiful snow with dirt” tiktok gets bludgeoned to death with rocks

the day someone listens to inarticulation by rio romeo with me in mind is the day jesus comes back 2 earth or smth … one can dream though

i keep seeing those whimsical girls on tt doing cutesy makeup and they draw spirals on their nose bridges and i was like “omg i wanna do that” but then remembered i have glasses and can’t. life is a prison

random ramble idfk

self destruction is an illusion of self control i think. like sure you’re in charge of how bad you get and how you worsen yourself but in the long run it won’t be your decision to make ykwim. it gets out of your hands and the destruction controls you. so instead of self destructing for some semblance of consistency or control over your life you can indulge in self betterment. like do things that make you happy, you can be in control of that too and it’ll be better for you in the long run :P

first post aha kiiinda nervous >_<

anyways back to regularly scheduled alan schemes glad to finally have a blog that isn’t absurdly mentally ill :3

liked an ig reel on my main acc abt dryhumping who’s proud of me,,, i hope my irls see it thats peak

i’ll say i like true crime and ppl look at me like i’m insane. no i don’t like the kind thats like “omg i want to fuck the murderer!! omg soooo interesting listen to me yap abt this brutal murder while i do my grwm!!” i like the kind that’s respectful of the victim and explains things with empathy. it’s not that difficult like hello someone died why are you acting like it’s highschool gossip

me rn. and like always basically