call me for no reason I love hearing your voice
Mary Oliver
Exploring an abandoned building together and fucking in it is so high up on my bucket list honestly.
Well, I’ve got great news!!!! I don’t have to hate me anymore….. you clearly do it enough for the both of us and damn, I don’t know what happened to you or who shit in your cheerios but hiding behind your shit attitude is a pretty sad ploy. I’ll always love the person I bound my soul to, but I won’t miss the empty, bitter, and almost laughably hypocritical person you’ve decided to become. Know better do better, sorry but I may have reservations about helping you pick up the pieces when the universe repays you for the energy you’ve put into it. You made this decision, good luck Kid.
Yup, bed all day sounds amazing. Back to teaching myself coding to distract my self from all these hellacious intrusive thoughts. Like, “thanks brain, I get it you hate me too, can we be a little more chill about it though? “
Finally taking the heads to the machine shop today, 2 weeks and the xterra will live again!
In other news, filed for my LLC and started the application process on a few small business grants. Already have the loan secured, but figured I might as well try to borrow as little as possible. Less than a year away from owning a couple properties, and getting to realize 3 of my life goals as long as everything goes to plan. Always knew I’d find a way to create stability for myself and make the world a better place at the same time. I can’t wait to see what the next year of my life will bring.
No rush, there’s plenty of time, but when you’re ready. I’d truly like to HEAR how you’re doing and how you’ve been.
Pls tell me about your day, I care. You are not a burden, and I want to hear about it❤️