Finally taking the heads to the machine shop today, 2 weeks and the xterra will live again!
In other news, filed for my LLC and started the application process on a few small business grants. Already have the loan secured, but figured I might as well try to borrow as little as possible. Less than a year away from owning a couple properties, and getting to realize 3 of my life goals as long as everything goes to plan. Always knew I’d find a way to create stability for myself and make the world a better place at the same time. I can’t wait to see what the next year of my life will bring.
Today is makes 8 months of sobriety from Alcohol, and substances. I’m so fucking proud of myself!! Sucks that I had to walk away from everyone to achieve it, so there’s no one to celebrate it with, but just knowing I did it on my own makes it that much better.
I miss you more than words can express, my heart still belongs to you, and I miss you every time it beats.
I still care, but I want you to be ready, so when you are, I’ll be here.
1. selfie
2. what would you name your future kids?
3. do you miss anyone?
4. what are you looking forward to?
5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?
6. is it hard for you to get over someone?
7. what was your life like last year?
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?
9. who did you last see in person?
10. are you good at hiding your feelings?
11. are you listening to music right now?
12. what is something you want right now?
13. how do you feel right now?
14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?
15. personality description
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?
17. opinion on insecurities.
18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?
19. have you ever been to New York?
20. what is your favourite song at the moment?
21. age and birthday?
22. description of crush.
23. fear(s)
24. height
25. role model
26. idol(s)
27. things i hate
28. i’ll love you if…
29. favourite film(s)
30. favourite tv show(s)
31. 3 random facts
32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?
33. something you want to learn
34. most embarrassing moment
35. favourite subject
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?
37. favourite actor/actress
38. favourite comedian(s)
39. favourite sport(s)
40. favourite memory
41. relationship status
42. favourite book(s)
43. favourite song ever
44. age you get mistaken for
45. how you found out about your idol
46. what my last text message says
47. turn ons
48. turn offs
49. where i want to be right now
50. favourite picture of your idol
51. starsign
52. something i’m talented at
53. 5 things that make me happy
54. something thats worrying me at the moment
55. tumblr friends
56. favourite food(s)
57. favourite animal(s)
58. description of my best friend
59. why i joined tumblr
60. ask me anything you want
Passed my final drug test today and I’m off probation!!!
Glad to see you’re doing well, would have loved to talk to you but not the time or place. I’ll respect your wishes, and wait for you to ready to talk if you ever are. I really do still miss you, and hope things with your family and health are going better. I’m still confused and kinda struggling to find my way after everything, but I really do wish nothing but good things for you. I really hope you haven’t lost sight of the beautiful soul you tried so hard to hide, and realize that you do deserve to be loved and cared about. I still think you’re absolutely gorgeous, and I will always be here if you want or need to reach out.
— Henry Miller, A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller, 1932-1953