Exploring An Abandoned Building Together And Fucking In It Is So High Up On My Bucket List Honestly.

Always 😁

Things continue to head in the right direction, court went well, and things weren’t nearly a bad as I thought. Two misdemeanors, not the felony I thought they were trying to charge me with. Almost have the new place ready to move in, got a puppy, and work is starting to go smoother so I won’t have to work so many hours. Plus have a whole week off for thanksgiving. Finally got most of the kinks worked out of the xterra and it’s running really well. Thinking about finally cutting my hair but I’m not sure if I should🤷🏻‍♂️? Maintaining my sobriety from alcohol, it’s actually starting to get way easier, I don’t really have the urge to drink anymore. Staying busy and being productive have really helped a lot lately, finally feeling like I can pick my head up again. If I’ve made it through all of the things I have this past year, I can survive just about anything. It’s been a rough one but, I’m so glad I worked though it with a little bit of help from a few great people.😁

God I miss you, I feel as if I’ve lost a part of myself and I’m not sure I’ll ever find it again. I can’t fix anything at this point because no matter what I do nothing feels right, it’s just empty……I’m so lost