Depression Has Swaddled Me, It's The Perfect Time For My "dear Friend " To Be Judgemental And Essentially

Breath in, fly high! The worst of it is over.😶‍🌫️

Trying desperately to lose weight! I miss being skinny so much I meltdown. I'm tired of wearing such a big size, I miss wearing my size 2 clothes. It has me so depressed.

Neurodivergent culture is getting really irritated when people add on to your posts with their own thoughts if those thoughts aren't exactly in line with what yours are.

It's also getting annoyed when people add onto your vent posts with positivity. like. no. just let me be depressed in peace lol.

The anxiety is insane, my hands shake from it. It's been a month now. My anxiety and PTSD are really getting on my autistic nerves!

My melancholy has turned into Dispair. And my lovely PTSD is keeping me on high alert. As for my anxiety, worse. Especially when they run test after test and still observe me, no clue what's wrong with me. Good news is my anxiety is barely in control. Seems wherever I go people are yelling and items being thrown about, um, guys, this is supposed be my sanctuary, peace, safety. Well not now, it's yelling and stomping, fighting and of course, alcohol. My overnight at dad's, my getaway, decompress. Nope, they were fighting. I desperately need my space.

Packing to move is really set my anxiety off. Watch the nervous autistic be necrotic about packing for a limited time

Waiting for my daughter's recital to start. Seriously people, people stop getting inside of my bubble and touching me! Glad I wore my Munchable necklace, the only thing that kept me from having a meltdown. My daughter is rocking these 90's songs. Seeing my baby girl is always worth the risk.

Shrink added more meds, let's see if it helps. I'm doing great dieting so far, dreading Thursday though.