The anxiety is insane, my hands shake from it. It's been a month now. My anxiety and PTSD are really getting on my autistic nerves!
Allfather, call me home please! I am unworthy of life! 😢🤐💔
I'm just going to sleep as much as I can so I won't be a bother to anyone.
Odin, may I have peace and no longer ruin people? I have no strength left, let those who know me that I will not be a burden.
I wish certain people would stop judging my parenting. I'm already on the edge of the cliff without my so called "friend"telling me I'm a horrible mother (not in those words but). I will let him do the parenting. She can do whatever, let him see what a brat.
Shrink added more meds, let's see if it helps. I'm doing great dieting so far, dreading Thursday though.
Breath in, fly high! The worst of it is over.😶🌫️
Survived another Yule, ran through my prescription of lorazepam and was
Put on a new antidepressant and antidepressant booster but I survived...
Not sure which is most abhorrent!
Having bad ticks and problems talking
Or
Going to see a doctor that has a rotten bedside manner,to put it mildly.
Hopefully I don't meltdown..
"Ghosts don't haunt us. That's not how it works. They're present among us because we won't let go of them. "I don't believe in ghosts," I said, faintly. "Some people can't see the color red. That doesn't mean it isn't there," she replied."
-Sue Grafton
IG: ousíapoeticaok
Adjusting to more roommates, a different house, oh and Sunday there is going to be 40 so people in the house. . . fingers crossed.