Why No Body See The Efforts ?

“Love is when other person’s happiness is more important to you than your own.”

—

"Do not allow your fire to go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swamps of not -quite,the not-yet, and the not at all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frusteration for the life you deserve and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists. It is real .It is possible . It is yours".

Addiction,

It’s an ugly thing.

But it’s what happens when

us addicts don’t know how

to heal in a healthy way,

don’t know how to feel

in a healthy way.

We pop pills,

shoot up,

smoke up,

drink up,

just to feel anything other than

what we’re feeling.

We rely on our dealers

as if they’re giving us the

breath of life we need in

order to survive.

It comes to a point where

it isn’t fun anymore,

but becomes a way of survival.

Addiction is repeatedly calling

anyone and everyone who can

get you drugs.

Doesn’t matter if it’s 3

I’m the afternoon or 3

in the morning.

Addiction is doing things

you swore you’d never do,

it’s doing things that you

never imagined or saw

yourself doing.

Then you get so disgusted

with yourself,

so you use more and more

and more.

You get caught up in the

the chaos.

Addiction is wanting to quit,

but not wanting to be sick.

Addiction is using just to

function.

You think you have it all

figured out.

You think you have everyone

fooled.

But sooner or later the party

has to come to an end.

Either by getting clean.

Going to jail.

Or ultimately, death.

Living clean is hard.

Staying away from drugs

is easy.

It’s learning how to come

back into the fold of

society that’s hard.

Every day a battle to stay

clean.

But a clean lifestyle

is better than numbing

the pain.

“The best view comes after the hardest climb.”

— Unknown (via marijuanamodels)

Don't look for magic or to get some kind of momentum in your life some days u would be like a ferrari ,somedays u might feel like maruti 800 it's life adjust ,learn and adapt stop complaining about merits and demerits of others..

“Perhaps many things inside you have been transformed; perhaps somewhere, someplace deep inside your being, you have undergone important changes while you were sad.”

— Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet

I want to be over you

like you’re over me.

I want to think

about the fights

and arguments

that left us both unsure

of what the other was thinking.

I want to focus on the pain I felt

when you left me that April day.

I need to remember the lessons

I learned through

the beginning and the end

of you and me.

But I can’t stop thinking of that first time

I brought you home to my family

and my friends.

I’ve never seen my smile

as sincere as it

always was with you.

I couldn’t help but to smile

whenever I felt you near.

I remember the way you wrapped your arms tight around my body

and how we laid together on the couch

watching any show

that would allow me to hear

your beautiful laughter

echo from your chest.

I remember the way I felt

when your eyes rested on me—

like I finally had found the home

I had been searching for my whole life.

I want to feel your eyes on me again,

and I need to trust

that your arms will surround my

small frame and

never release me

into the world that has caused me so much pain.

I want to focus on the hurt,

and maybe that way

I can finally get over you,

but my heart still remembers

only the good.

I loved everything about

you and me.

Who will replace me in the void you left?

Who will give me solace from the chaos you set?

Who will tell me that I don’t need to wait?

Who will set the stage for the world to be perfect?

We all lie and carry a burden on our heads,

Pretending everything is fine—

It’s human tendency to impress.

Happiness comes from inside you,no one in this world can make you happy ,we all are dependent on someone to make us happy,either it's a partner or a a trip to LA

“That is love. When you’re smiling because they’re happy. When you feel better because they’re getting better. And nothing else matters for your heart’s well-being except for them being well.”

— Juansen Dizon