Addiction,

Addiction,

It’s an ugly thing.

But it’s what happens when

us addicts don’t know how

to heal in a healthy way,

don’t know how to feel

in a healthy way.

We pop pills,

shoot up,

smoke up,

drink up,

just to feel anything other than

what we’re feeling.

We rely on our dealers

as if they’re giving us the

breath of life we need in

order to survive.

It comes to a point where

it isn’t fun anymore,

but becomes a way of survival.

Addiction is repeatedly calling

anyone and everyone who can

get you drugs.

Doesn’t matter if it’s 3

I’m the afternoon or 3

in the morning.

Addiction is doing things

you swore you’d never do,

it’s doing things that you

never imagined or saw

yourself doing.

Then you get so disgusted

with yourself,

so you use more and more

and more.

You get caught up in the

the chaos.

Addiction is wanting to quit,

but not wanting to be sick.

Addiction is using just to

function.

You think you have it all

figured out.

You think you have everyone

fooled.

But sooner or later the party

has to come to an end.

Either by getting clean.

Going to jail.

Or ultimately, death.

Living clean is hard.

Staying away from drugs

is easy.

It’s learning how to come

back into the fold of

society that’s hard.

Every day a battle to stay

clean.

But a clean lifestyle

is better than numbing

the pain.

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3 years ago

Loving

Love such a beautiful dream,

We all want a kind of love,

That seems out of this world,

The one which everyone craves,

And keeps looking for everywhere.

But no one ever taught us,

The most loving is self love,

You'll never ever feel complete,

Without loving yourself first.

Oh how euphoric it feels,

I can't even explain,

It's like sugar in my veins,

Like cotton candy in my brain,

Like fireworks in my heart,

Like gazing at the stars,

Like a dreamingly sighing,

Feels like the breeze cutting through your hair,

Like the amazing smell of your favorite flower,

Or reading something you like,

There are so many things which can describe,

The feeling of loving yourself,

It's seems so funny to explain,

I can't even comprehend.

Hearing yourself giggling alone,

And falling in love with the sound,

Peaking inside your heart,

And loving the person who you are.

Stop looking for love outside,

Just give yourself a part of love,

That you seem to be giving everyone else,

And I give you my word,

You'll never feel so loving,

Except for this,

I've always craved unconditional love,

But now I understand,

No one is going to give that to you,

More better than yourself.

So be a little more loving,

To yourself than everyone else.

-s.b.

3 years ago

“The best view comes after the hardest climb.”

— Unknown (via marijuanamodels)

3 years ago

“Perhaps many things inside you have been transformed; perhaps somewhere, someplace deep inside your being, you have undergone important changes while you were sad.”

— Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet

3 years ago

“We think that forgiveness is weakness, but it’s absolutely not; it takes a very strong person to forgive.”

— T.D. Jakes

7 months ago

We all try to be perfect for others,

Despite being detrimental to ourselves.

Is giving importance to others crucial?

Is doing for others wrong?

If it is wrong, then

Why did my father do it for me?

Why did his father do it for him,

And so on—the cycle continues,

Year after year, day after day.

We grew up from a pebble to a big stone,

Carrying tons of weight

That could make us sink

On any given day.

Whose mistake is it?

Mine, or the vicious, alluring society and its norms

That demand appreciation and so on.

Time has passed, decades have changed.

Now, I have realized, in the midst of all this,

I have committed several big mistakes

That were invisible at the time.

Not because I was blind or lost,

But due to the old cycle

that has been pedaled so hard.

In doing so, I have not only lost people

Whom I used to love

But also a self-hug

In conclusion, I want to say that

The scars from the past

Haunt me hard,

Waiting for conclusion.

People are silent,

Society is dark

Live life as you are.


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3 years ago

“You can’t be strong all the time. Sometimes you just need to be alone and let your tears out.”

— Unknown (via thoughtkick)

3 years ago

Abhay was lost

When ridhi left her..!

Abhay have never expierenced although he had read thousands of quotes and book on the most intrested and heated topic that is "love"

Abhay always get curious that how did people would feel after an intense breakup?

What would be going on in their mind,what t would be perspective did they wanna kill themself or others?

They would be happy or sad?

Why after breakup a person like kabir turned into an alchoholic and drug addict?

These kinds of questions crumbled in his mind everytime he read love stories..

Why is hard to digest seperation

Believe me now a days everybody wants to come in relationships,fall in love,but they don't know how to deal with it if something miserable happened..

Government and scientist should do survey in this topic as it's the most trending and heated one,the one who never reads the columns of TOI would even read it with patiently,as it contains powerful word "love"

It gives u butterfly everytime u talk to someone u forget everything,time,place,condition health u just want to flow in the shores happily.

Love is hard to get now a days as people have much more faces then the ravan had,and all the faces are hidden you can't get what's going on their mind..

To fall in love is dangerous people should paste in their bio as caution be careful " danger ahead" !


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4 years ago

Control ur mind before heart start's controlling it..

It's hard

But it's not

Too late to

Do that..

Often we say ,

We haer that

I am very strong

I don't care

I can handle any

Situatins,any condition

Not physically

But mentally

But deepdown inside

We all are weak in

Controlling our feeling

We think from mind,

But it become dangerous

When heart start's controlling

It.

It's difficult to control

Ur thought's ,but it's three

Time more difficult to control

Ur feeling..

So it's never to

Late to get a new start

Forget about yesterday

Think about tomorrow..❤

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Control Ur Mind Before Heart Start's Controlling It..

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3 years ago

I’m honestly thinking about you right now. Yes, you. I hope that you’re doing alright, that you’re enjoying those simple gifts present in your life, and that you realize how magnificent you truly are and will always be. Please, please take care of yourself today, friend. -nicole addison

3 years ago

“The past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or learn from it.”

— Rafiki (via marijuanamodels)

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