“Perhaps Many Things Inside You Have Been Transformed; Perhaps Somewhere, Someplace Deep Inside Your

“If you want to choose the pleasure of growth, prepare yourself for some pain.”

— Irvin D. Yalom

“That is love. When you’re smiling because they’re happy. When you feel better because they’re getting better. And nothing else matters for your heart’s well-being except for them being well.”

— Juansen Dizon

A gentle note:

Please don’t become rebellious in love.

If someone is hurting you,

It doesn’t mean you need to hurt them back.

Irrespective of being completely damaged,

Don’t lose the softness

You’ve been carrying for others

For so many years.

That is what makes you stand out from others.

Love is a feeling of joy,

Which can make you live for another 50 years

And be remembered for 100 years.

Don’t turn it into a battleground.

Nothing will come of it;

You will only lose yourself

Again and again, time after time

Loving

Love such a beautiful dream,

We all want a kind of love,

That seems out of this world,

The one which everyone craves,

And keeps looking for everywhere.

But no one ever taught us,

The most loving is self love,

You'll never ever feel complete,

Without loving yourself first.

Oh how euphoric it feels,

I can't even explain,

It's like sugar in my veins,

Like cotton candy in my brain,

Like fireworks in my heart,

Like gazing at the stars,

Like a dreamingly sighing,

Feels like the breeze cutting through your hair,

Like the amazing smell of your favorite flower,

Or reading something you like,

There are so many things which can describe,

The feeling of loving yourself,

It's seems so funny to explain,

I can't even comprehend.

Hearing yourself giggling alone,

And falling in love with the sound,

Peaking inside your heart,

And loving the person who you are.

Stop looking for love outside,

Just give yourself a part of love,

That you seem to be giving everyone else,

And I give you my word,

You'll never feel so loving,

Except for this,

I've always craved unconditional love,

But now I understand,

No one is going to give that to you,

More better than yourself.

So be a little more loving,

To yourself than everyone else.

-s.b.

You said you never wanted to hurt me, but you hurt me the most

Love is not just a feeling; it's an emotion,

A never-ending story that continues till the epilogue.

Loving is hard as it makes people feel apart,

Yet it's an art, where you create images

Carried by the heart. You say it was just a part,

But deep inside, you know—letting her go and forgiving her was hard.

Addiction,

It’s an ugly thing.

But it’s what happens when

us addicts don’t know how

to heal in a healthy way,

don’t know how to feel

in a healthy way.

We pop pills,

shoot up,

smoke up,

drink up,

just to feel anything other than

what we’re feeling.

We rely on our dealers

as if they’re giving us the

breath of life we need in

order to survive.

It comes to a point where

it isn’t fun anymore,

but becomes a way of survival.

Addiction is repeatedly calling

anyone and everyone who can

get you drugs.

Doesn’t matter if it’s 3

I’m the afternoon or 3

in the morning.

Addiction is doing things

you swore you’d never do,

it’s doing things that you

never imagined or saw

yourself doing.

Then you get so disgusted

with yourself,

so you use more and more

and more.

You get caught up in the

the chaos.

Addiction is wanting to quit,

but not wanting to be sick.

Addiction is using just to

function.

You think you have it all

figured out.

You think you have everyone

fooled.

But sooner or later the party

has to come to an end.

Either by getting clean.

Going to jail.

Or ultimately, death.

Living clean is hard.

Staying away from drugs

is easy.

It’s learning how to come

back into the fold of

society that’s hard.

Every day a battle to stay

clean.

But a clean lifestyle

is better than numbing

the pain.

Sometimes we feel pain,sometimes we are in pain❤..

What if i need

Somebody to love?

Please tell

Will u will be

there at my worst?

What if i need

Somebody to love..❤

I know my baby

The whole world,

Even the destiny is

Going to against us..

I just need somebody

Like u to love❤

What if i need

Somebody to love?

Just answe me

Will u will be

There at my worst?

To give me

One more hug?

I just need somebody

Like u to love❤

I promise

That would not

Be the last

Although i know

I hurt you,

That was just

My fault..

Will u will.

Be forgiving

That thought ?

I just need somebody

Like u to love❤

Please tell

My baby

I know at that

Time the whole

World,will be

Against us..

But at last

I need somebody

Like u to love?❤

Why did breakup hurt's ?

I again waisted my whole day in waiting and thinking about her, how did she can do with me man i was so loyal and trust worthy with her,i have never asked from any thing from her than two people chaet,why it's so hard to digest this thing?

Why i can't sleep in nights which was so peacefull after her messages ,it would felt like i was in heaven?

No stress,no anxiety a happy sleep

Why i am getting anxious to talk,to know ,what's the reason behind it,does it was just an attachment or love,somebody please tell me what it was man i am completely fucked up in this kinds of thought..