"Are You Okay? I Noticed That You Lost Weight..."

To be honest, after years of searching, trying to find my diagnosis, I just... Stopped caring about this. I even started to like this thing, I know, it harms me, but do I want to treat it? No. It's a part of me, that I like.

I talked with my parents about that I wanna die, but they started to judge me. Today I understood that nobody needs me, and I'm not need to stay here in this world. I want to commit suicide, and I will commit suicide, maybe on my funerals they will understand that I wasn't okay?:)

I wish, I could just die and don't suffer anymore, fuck my life

people who don't wanna be friends just because of pronouns which doesn't match with gender, please shut up and go touch the grass

I hate the fact that I'm a woman and always will be. I hate the fact that I have reproductive organs. I hate that almost all male friends see only vagina and boobs in me. I wish, I was born genderless, but unfortunately it wouldn't happen, due to biology. I can only go cry about it.

Yippee! Finally day off !

I wanna try weeds to be honest, and idc that I'm just 13, I know that I'll k!ll myself, so, I could smoke for as long as I need to. But... I haven't got money for it... I wanna be law abiding, but I feel like I'm gonna comm!t soon...

Maybe, my weight is a dream for someone, but I think that I'm fat. I weigh only 46, but I still think that I'm fat. I want to lose 6 kg, and I don't really care that these workouts are exhausting. I wanna be skinny, and I'll do it, and I don't care if it's unhealthy. I want to eat only 500 calories a day, or at least 800, because 1000 is too much. I wanna do 5 workouts today and I already did two. I want to be skinny – I will be skinny.

And yet again nobody cares about my hobbies or how I feel. I'm just an ICD code. Right. Just forgot.

Yo. I'm Mizuki fan that considers them non-binary or a crosdressing boy but I also understand and accept tfem Mizuki. I think all opportunities are possible and the staff did it on purpose so all people, no matter what their identity are, can relate to them. Asian fans also think that way. I've seen japanese fans who treat Mizuki as a boy, as X-gender, as a tfem. I've also seen people who see them as a cis girl but that one's kinda meh... But the thing is, they don't quarell, they just love Mizuki. They actually don't care much about Mizuki's gender as much as western fans do. I'm fine with how things are in game but the fandom has indeed become insufferable so I understand your feelings. And I'm genuinely sorry even though I don't interact with the fandom at all. Really. All these "Mizuki is a crossdresser!!!" and "Mizuki is a trans representation!!!" are becoming annoying, it's like people don't actually care about Mizuki as a character. As a person. I think we should care less about their gender... Mizuki is Mizuki, and their friend has accepted them the way they are, and that's the only thing that matters to me.

THIS. I don't know who you are, but you're definitely a legend.