Hear Me Out.
Hear me out.
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I've never thought that I'd listen to the lemon demon, I used to think that it was some boring and lame music with aggressive fans, but right now.... I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO TOUCH-TONE TELEPHONE AND KNIFE FIGHT, HELL, I LEARNT THE WHOLE TTT LYRICS IN 2 DAYS, AND I'M LITERALLY WAKING UP TO IT EVERY DAY (Ig my neighbours already hate hearing "I TRY TO CALL YOU EVERYDAY, I'M REHEARSING WHAT TO SAY" every morning) BUT DAAAMN, I DIDN'T EXPECT FOR LEMON DEMON TO BE THIS GOOD
I hope that I'll get hit by a car<3
How much did my art improve?
(The one in the green was drawn in February, the scientist was drawn a week ago)
(btw, me and @feburra are the same person! It's just for my art, while this one is for my thoughts)
I understand everything. But y'know what? I'm still able-bodied despite being chronically ill. Yeah, I have some diseases and yeah sometimes they affect me. BUT. I'm not like this for the whole time. I'M NOT THE PERSON WHO DESERVES TO BE CALLED DISABLED. I'm sick, but able-bodied.
I don't wanna get help anymore.
I have no idea why, but everyone became so supportive out of blue... Literally, my parents started talking about that I need a psychologist, and that they'll bring me to them. My classmates let me vent out, and gave me support, but the problem is... I don't want help anymore. I already made my decision. But the worst thing is.... I relapsed. But, sometimes I think, what's happening with me? Why I feel like this and etc. But I just started to think that's just a phase, hormones or something... Even though I have it for 3 years, Lol
And still, I'm curious how an appointment which I used to go to every week a few months ago, turned into something I'm afraid of. Making me have flashbacks over and over when I just hear the word "neurologist. Made me have a whole panic attack just because I need to go to a doctor. No, please, I don't want to be treated anymore... Can't you just avoid me? Don't remember about my disease? Make me live a normal life?
YABABAINA, BUT IT'S ALEX KISTER WITH MARK HEATHCLIFF AND JOEL HAYES!!
I hate drinking meds! It makes me so sleepy...I mean... I just wanna read a book, not sleep!!.·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.
Metro reading experience
Metro 2033: wow what a ride. Let's check what else is there. Metro 2034: Metro 2035: anyway.
The sudden urge to delete all my disability related posts, so people won't see and won't like it, so it won't remind me of being sick>>>>>
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A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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