And Still, I'm Curious How An Appointment Which I Used To Go To Every Week A Few Months Ago, Turned Into

And still, I'm curious how an appointment which I used to go to every week a few months ago, turned into something I'm afraid of. Making me have flashbacks over and over when I just hear the word "neurologist. Made me have a whole panic attack just because I need to go to a doctor. No, please, I don't want to be treated anymore... Can't you just avoid me? Don't remember about my disease? Make me live a normal life?

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

I'm feeling better, yippee!! :3

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

I don't wanna get help anymore.

I have no idea why, but everyone became so supportive out of blue... Literally, my parents started talking about that I need a psychologist, and that they'll bring me to them. My classmates let me vent out, and gave me support, but the problem is... I don't want help anymore. I already made my decision. But the worst thing is.... I relapsed. But, sometimes I think, what's happening with me? Why I feel like this and etc. But I just started to think that's just a phase, hormones or something... Even though I have it for 3 years, Lol

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andr3yvishn3vsky

3 months ago

When your illness is so rare, that you've 62% chance of being misdiagnosed and everyone who you find on YouTube is a random old guy and just a 18(?) years old guy:

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andr3yvishn3vsky

11 months ago

If you're interested in c.ai, and have some cool plot/character ideas, but can't release them for a some reason, then you can send your request on my second acc, and I'll try to do it!:)

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[REQUESTS ARE OPEN!] I make bots on c.ai On c.ai : Misoushiro I'll be glad if you leave your plots/characters ideas there!:)

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

I wanna die

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andr3yvishn3vsky

10 months ago

I'm so fucked up with these diseases thing. Everyone is taking in my disability first instead of my personality. Everyone wants only to discuss my disease instead of my new hobby. Maybe I'm really just a code in ICD... Ehh... Why can't I throw away my feelings and just accept the fact of me being a living movement disorder.

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andr3yvishn3vsky

5 months ago

reposting my art there, cuz I really liked it... gonna publish more art in the future!

After so long, I finally drew an art of my favorite album! I just recently got into Lemon Demon, so...

(I guess, I'll draw Neil soon... From mouth moods...)

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andr3yvishn3vsky

5 months ago

Happy new year, everyone!

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

I have no ideas what to post, I'm sorry

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

HOLY HELL, FINALLY A MONTH WITHOUT SELF-HARM, DEPRESSIVE THOUGHTS, AND URGE TO SU!C!DE, INTERESTING, WILL I GET 2 MONTHS???

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