I Did 50k Steps Today To Make Up For The 25k I Didn't Do Yesterday. I'm Gonna Be Honest, My Right Knee

Fasting rn so my only meal of the day can be a tub of halotop ice cream muhahahahaha

-320 kcal

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I want to get so thin and sickly I land in the hospital or get taken out of my mom's home. I'm middle eastern so you know how the culture is, you're not allowed out of the house unless you're married.. I have an abusive father (his side of the family is insane too) and brother who both went to jail so if I move out without an excuse they'll kill me anyway so might aswell land myself in the hospital yk

It sounds dangerous but man it's probably the best idea I've had in a while

today I binged really badly and I'm really not in the headspace to continue restricting for today, tomorrow I'm gonna water fast though, so wish me luck UPDATE/EDIT: My binge was around a 1100 calories I'd say and I burned 305 calories, so I change my mind I'm gonna restrict for the rest of the day and then starve for 5 days (water fast only) I've done this before I gained a bunch of weight last year and it worked charms, omg I'm so happy I didn't go further!!

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M34lsp0!!

Omg if you can, get this like broth type soup they're super low in cal and super filling, my favorite is the mushroom one atm :DD

Tastes heavenly with a few veggies on the side :p

Love these!! :0

My fav th1nsp0

None of these pics r mine

Goal for myself to hit tomorrow: 25k+ steps

We gon' be power walking to the moon

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My mom got a hula hoop and it's such a fun way to get some exercise in for anyone that hates moving around (like me) 😭

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I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

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I'm gonna eat ice cubes, loads of them, as breakfast/lunch from now on because I keep eating instead of drinking water so I hope this'll help

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Omg now that I've gotten into the rhythm of liquid fasting I'm so at peace with myself I finally don't feel guilty or disgusting and I can indulge in my favourite beverage: diet coke!!

Lmao it was actually on sale today in stores and you KNOW I had to take my chance hahaha

Stay skinny! <3 ✨