I want to get so thin and sickly I land in the hospital or get taken out of my mom's home. I'm middle eastern so you know how the culture is, you're not allowed out of the house unless you're married.. I have an abusive father (his side of the family is insane too) and brother who both went to jail so if I move out without an excuse they'll kill me anyway so might aswell land myself in the hospital yk
It sounds dangerous but man it's probably the best idea I've had in a while
Fasting rn so my only meal of the day can be a tub of halotop ice cream muhahahahaha
-320 kcal
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I'm gonna set clear rules for myself from now on so I don't make any more exceptions
-water fast a minimum of 3 days a week
-no more than 800 calories a day
-try to eat around 500 a day
-no processed sugars
-8 glasses or 5 bottles of water a day
-if I binge I must fast for the next 5 days as punishment
-weigh ins I'll change to every week so I don't get demotivated
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Omg if you can, get this like broth type soup they're super low in cal and super filling, my favorite is the mushroom one atm :DD
Tastes heavenly with a few veggies on the side :p
You can do it!!! Imagine the day you finally see that thigh gap getting bigger, your clothes fitting loose, your collarbone poking out of your beautiful skin. Do it for all the pretty privilege that'll come with ⭐ving yourself 💖💖💖
Good luck lovess <33
I'm on my period and the cramps were so bad I impulsively ate a chocolate croissant.. 230 calories!!
That plus warm soup is ~370 cal in total (upped it to stay on the safe side)
Sigh, at least I'm gonna be burning calories at work
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I'll try to not fast often since I have a pretty busy schedule playing badminton and having music lessons on friday. I'll eat a piece of fruit before rehearsal I guess :p
Also, I really missed the hunger pains from having an empty stomach, feels better than any drug to me fr (not that I've ever done drugs so I can't even compare, really 💀)
That means my total cal for a piece of fruit would be lets say... 120 cal to be on the safe side yk bananas and such can go pretty high!
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I'm gonna eat ice cubes, loads of them, as breakfast/lunch from now on because I keep eating instead of drinking water so I hope this'll help
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Goal for myself to hit tomorrow: 25k+ steps
We gon' be power walking to the moon
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