Thoughts - Blog Posts
Fun Facts About Me (Part Two):
- I fall for the shy and quiet nerds >:D watch out
- I also fall for the funny extroverts
- My favorite Pokémon is Ninetales
- I once ate a dandelion
- I once jumped down a whole flight of stairs
- Scaring me is incredibly easy if I trust you
- If I don't, I already expect it so beWARE
- Animals are drawn to me for some reason?
- I'm bad at convos
- I say 'y'all' when referencing people at my school
- I will say "I hate you" to your face if I mean it
- I have no regrets
- My family is actually super poor
- My house is always a mess except my room
- I am the only introvert surronded by extroverts in my family.
Fun Facts About Me (Part One):
- I am most certainly a heartbreaker, but I always feel bad about it
- I wear my heart on my sleeve
- Sometimes if you listen closely, I'm singing
- Catch me walking anywhere and I'm also singing
- I also randomly dance
- I drink a lot of water. A lot.
- I have a scar on my left hand from clawing myself with my own fingernail
- My fingernails are pointed upwards on purpose
- I have an iconic fashion style
- And by that I mean I only wear black, purple, and blue
- I have tiny arms
- I have tiny hands
- I'm really smol
- Smoller than most. It looks kinda unhealthy
- I have an awkward hunch
- My eyes are very intimidating
"How am I supposed to say I miss you and I love you when you ruined my life? How am I supposed to morn you when you were my monster, controlling me like a puppet that I wasn't. I'm free, and yet here I am, still confused. Are you family or a foe? Am I supposed to miss you or forget you? Am I even supposed to have these thoughts?"
- Dreaming of Wolves//Dark 3AM Thoughts
“You are worth finding. Worth knowing. Worth loving. You and all your one million layers. Always hold that close.”
— Danielle Doby
“Promise me not to hide yourself when you’re in pain, it’s unfair that we laughed together but you cried alone”
— Unknown
you infected my heart with your cruel love
Silent walls
Invisible walls
Social walls
Internal walls
to hight to climb
i cannot reach
Why does my mind travel back to that moment on the bench so much?
When i keep telling everyone and myself that i do not miss you?
Why does my mind wander everytime back to you?
Why is it that i compare everyone that comes close to me with you?
Tell me...
I would ask you if i could, but i can't
“I didn’t want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that’s really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.”
— Ned Vizzini
“Perhaps, somewhere, some day, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again.”
— Vladimir Nabokov
“You’ve got to find yourself first. Everything else’ll follow.”
— Charles de Lint
“When you’re surrounded by all these people, it can be lonelier than when you’re by yourself. You can be in a huge crowd, but if you don’t feel like you can trust anyone or talk to anybody, you feel like you’re really alone.”
— Fiona Apple
Seeing you
far far away
unreachable
but still so close.
✨🎀2024 Austrian Grand Prix🎀✨
Predictions
- Podium: Verstappen, Norris, Piastri
- Sainz P4
- Russell P5
- Hamilton P6
-Leclerc P8
- Tsunoda P7
- Hulkenberg P9
- Ocon P10
- DNF: Albon, Perez, Magnussen
- 2 Safety Cars
- 1 Restart
- Hamilton Leads At Some Point
- Rain
Hail Mary Predictions✨
- Mercedes Goes Downhill
- Ferrari Strat is good
- Piastri Wins
- Sargeant finishes
✨🎀2024 Spanish Grand Prix✨🎀
Predictions
- Podium: Norris, Verstappen, Russell
- I don’t think Lewis will make it to podium despite quali; he’ll end in a DNF or just have a horrible strat this weekend
- Sainz P4
- Leclerc P7
- Alonso P8
- Tsunoda P6
- Piastri P5
- Albon P9
- Ocon P10
- Sargeant P16
- DNF: Gasly and Perez
- 3 Safety Cars
Hail Mary Predictions
- Hamilton P2, Norris P1, Alonso P3
- Fernando will just go crazy and podium
- Both Redbull DNF (both gearbox issues)
- Leclerc’s strat will actually be better
- Albon P7, Tsunoda P5, Ricciardo P8, Sargeant P11
IF PEOPLE ARE JOINING WHO IS LEAVING?!?
These men are too pretty
Lewis at the Met🫶🫶
You know what I need? I need a bunch of the drivers to go next year, a whole ass group of them; and I need them to be dressed to the nines
Honestly thinking about grid changes for next year makes me cry, like… i love my boys and i dont want anyone to leave
Im sorry but the whole Kimi replacing Logan at Imola thing is crazy… like I get it everybody want to win but like I feel like (if this is in any way real) that there is just no respect towards Logan. Like he fought to get his way here, he’s still fighting and he has to deal with all this crap. Give him at least till summer break; Then revaluate. Hell give him the season.
Don’t get me wrong here folks, I love Kimi but he’s a literal child. Give him time to grow as a driver too. Put him in F1 when he is at his best, not a last minuet replacement.
Over the years the McLaren youtube channel has given us liquid gold of driver content🫶
I know they are grown ass men that I have no affiliation with but I keep thinking of them as “my boys”
No thoughts today… just appreciation for shanghai danny ric
I cannot wait until he’s back in full force and rocking the track
Loving all the Charles ft. the puppy content
✨🎀race week🎀✨
Shanghai 2024
- so excited for the first sprint of the year
- hoping for a double ferrari podium
- always praying for a papaya p1
- ALSO daniel, just daniel, love him and always want the best for him
Some would say i have too much time on my hands, i would say shut up im reading
Anybody up for making F1 themed friendship bracelets??